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my busy sheldule; my computer crashed.

2006-07-17T01:25:00.001-07:00

hey there people, i apologised for not updating my blog for a long period of tyme.

as my computer was crashed since long.

arghhs, that was whyy i got problem to do my project work.

:( now i am in school to type this blog entry. cause quite bored here in the sch library.

yawnns. now my results are back. quite sucky actually.

and this is the first tyme that i failed my chinese in my entire life, the very first tyme man.

wad a great setback.. but alryte, just gonna work triple hard ehhs.

INVESTITURE.

after lots of preparations,

my invest are round the corner, this thursday will be my great day.

where i will get invested into the office. to think of it,

not that glamarous after all, it may be the first step of the nightmare.

heeesx. but ya, finally being council elects, i can be invested into the office to be a real counciller of srjc..

and later at ard 0545 pm is my another round of invest training again.

arghhs, i am dead tired.

i dunno when's my computer going to be back to normal,

hope it will be soon. i hope.

(: i am so tired and giddy now. guess i will end here.

love all of u.

sweetie. (:

my busy sheldule; my computer crashed.

2006-07-17T01:25:00.000-07:00

2006-07-02T21:22:00.000-07:00

after reading the post below, this are some of the photos for yesterday. see from bottom to top.

one last shot before we leave east coast. the three pretty us.

after meditating, i saw them taking pictures and they left me out. so im crying behind helplessly :(

then sihan ran away, leaving me to meditate so she can les with manduh but still kena caught red handed (:

and after all those carrying, me and sihan are tired. so we decided to meditate.

and she thinks that she is STRONGER so she lift me up

and amanda think that she is strong so she carried sihan

at the east coast park. sihan took this.

thats three of us again, a closer view of us. (: after those shoppings at pastamania

thats three of us- we rocks. at the pool place. heading towards parkway (:

the day at parkway; the day at east coast.

2006-07-02T20:52:00.000-07:00

okay, yesterday met up with two of my sisters again.

sisters, love all of you, every bit of you.

so i left house at ard 2 smth, went to meet amanduh at heartland mall.

and sihan is not there not because we left her out but she just prefer her bed better than us. i bet she's still snoring at that point of time.

so me and manduh headed to the neoprint station, then we took a card and stickerss. smiled and have fun! LOL(:!

so sihan finally called and say that we shuld meet her somewhere.

then me and manduh took a bus and waited at a bus stop so when her bus arrived, we board that bus.

so the first activity was PLAY POOL.

sihan was beginner then we are supposed to teach her.

then you can hear her complaining about how heavy the stick is, how big the table was, and how the stick hurt her fingers. sibeh many complains. but okay la, seeing her play was so cute and farni.

then amanda, she hor, buay tahan her.

halfway can try again wan.. then wad's more is she like to act arrogant.

she go in one ball like win 2 million like that.

then she will use those kind of BEAUTIFUL eyes and glance at you then walked two rounds ard the table before shooting.

then later aso miss.

but really have fun at the pool there! (: lovelove.

okay then sihan complained that she's cold.

so as good sisters, we afraid that she will actually freeze to death

so we decided to immediately go to other place.

sososo, we went to parkway parade.

actually they went there to shopshop.

for the first time, amanda was like walking so fast, looking desperately for clothes to try then never buy la. as your know her.

yesh, so sometimes me and sihan will be behind, looking at her in her own preety world. but but! she tried this dress at metaphosis(if im nt wrong) and she looked quite nice in it lahs. but i dun wan go try orelse i will be better than her.

and itss dinner time!!!

we went to pastamania.

eat pasta (like duh!)

so all three of us ate spicy chicken.

but amanda pasta is mee pok like that wan.

very chio eh.

my one is normal pasta then sihan is like macoroni, curly curly wan.

then we talked and laughed there la.

and yes, sihan is crazy. she can like GOBBLE down one whole bowl of cheese lor.

the way you look at her putting cheese on her pasta was horrifying la.

eat cheese like there's no tommorrow.

okay la, you will be a mice in ur next life k. teehee.

then we took some pictures there. then we headed to east coast park.

we sat there enjoying the breeze, so fresh and so nice.

the quietness. sibeh shiok.

then amancda begins her photography session.

then we decide to take photos, yes a lot of photos.

and the worst thing is, amanda got sibeh many pose.

then use my camera somemore.

then i actually be their slave for like that night.

so its two sister one maria like that.

cause they tell me to take pictures for them,

then suddenly amanda will like demand to sit on top of me.

then she will goes like jst now i carry you hor.

heeheee. then after that we took a cab home.

luckily or unluckily we met this taxi uncle who was waiting for a passenger that failed to turn up, then we board the cab.

thats for luckily.

okay, the uncle is like deprived from 1000 years of talking like that.

when we board then he talk and talk,

say how poor sense of direction people have,

complained about his passenger,

say about how at this late night you can call a person to come and repair your car and blah blah.

yesh, thats about yesterday. (:

despite all those tyhings that are said,

i really enjoyed yesterday every moment.

cause everytyme go out with them, i will feel like a reunion among the sisters.

yesh, lets meet up often.

every friday as amanda said,

to eat to laugh and biatched.

love all of you. sisters!! =)

youth day is coming (:!

2006-07-01T21:04:00.000-07:00

alrite. youth day is coming man.

which means for me, one more day of extension of not going to sch.

after all those exams, youth is just another day of break.

good, hahas. i shudd go out everyday and then play play play.

teeheeee.

and yesterday i slept rather late.

england lost which was rather surprising.

whats more was brazil lost to france at a score of 3-0.

wow, i mean who expected that? maybe some. (:

perhaps today im also going out. i just cancelled and postponed my tuition.

no mood tu actually study and learn after exam.

just my luck was a farrni movie, just watched it recently.

i mean who can be so unlucky man, and kissing can actually chnage ur luck.

quite ridiculous to certain extent.

well, shudd stop here ba.

should blog next tyme soon.

people! chao! (:

okay, and now the great struggle is over!

2006-06-30T07:44:00.000-07:00

okay, and now the great struggle is over, actually not really.

cause i know im not going to do well for it.

everything's is so difficult and it is a sure flung case.

so the next struggle will be the receiving of scripts.

goshh, i really cant imagine what the atmosphere will be.

alryte, im nt going to discuss about studies but more of wad happen on my BIRTHDAY! (:

actually, this year bdae is rather bad.

i studied till my birthday arrives and studied till my bdae ends.

so exciting ryte. =S cause before and after my birthday there is still exam.

so i think that i am actually quite pathetic.

one think shocks me on 29th of june this year.

my class actually celebrated for me during the break before chemistry exam.

i was so damnt shocked, touched and stunned.

its like whoa, only a few months and ur are buying me a cake?

hahas. anyway really thanks to s2 and alvin cai and huibing who planned this all for me (:

and thanks to all those people who wished me on that day.

ur are all so loved by me, very very much.

ur have made the hell of my bdae to a wonderful and beautiful occassion.

today i received another gift from a shocking friend.

this friend i only know her for ard a few weeks and she bought me a gift.

and the gift was so damnt nice.

it is a glass bottle with MnMs chocolates inside it.

separated into layers of colours.

blue then green then yellow then orange and so on.

the whole thing just look so fabulous.

really really thank you alot.

thats about it. HAHAS.

am sop gr8 that exam is over and now i finally got to relax and have fun.

tonight's is germany against argentina.

germany's gonna win, hopefully (:

lovelove everyone.

bored

2006-06-22T08:47:00.000-07:00

people, i miss all of you.
quite long since my last post.
cause i was busy mugging and exam is just so near man (:
two more days to gp paper.
after 15mins, it will be 1 more day.
this is the first major exam i taking in jc, hope it will really turn out to be great.
hopefully.
anyway i shall not blog about studies anymore.
yaya, no more investiture stuffs cause it will be rather dry here.
well, went to milenia walk recently.
and people! go to the CANDY EMPIRE there you will love it mann`
you can find all sorts of sweets and chocolates there.
those special candies and chocolates. woooo.. so nice(:

and yes. 29 of june is coming.
what a big day. my day
my birthday. (: teeheehee.
and on that day, i still need to study for my biology.
what a GIFT. (:

yesterday and today.

2006-06-16T06:32:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY
i got my investiture training ytd.
kind of tiring cause we stood up and sat down.
we do that continuosly for like three hours, i am like so bored already la.
hope that the invest will be a good one on that day cause we really practise our hearts out man.
after that, some of us went to kovan and had sakae sushi.
we took the buffet la then because it is buffet,
i just try to squeeze as many things as possible cause i dun wanna waste my money for fun. 16++ lehhS
actually its quite costly lor.
thats the outline for yesterday.

TODAY
went for tuition,
at ard three and there are like super duper many student today la.
dunno why also.
then later on i went to bishan to watched
GARFIELD TWO.
actually, i preferred the garfield one.
cause it was more funny and entertaining lar.
but gar2 was fyne too.
so ladies n gentleman wan a break? watch gar2!
teeheehee. life's bored and exams coming.
woosh.
thats the end for two boring days.

after the camp, nothing much.

2006-06-14T02:37:00.000-07:00

although there's nothing much to biatch about now.

i will just find something to slut alryte.

cus sihan- order me to do so.

and because she is dying soon, i just wan to grant her some of her wishes.

=))

today i went back to school for investiture rehearsal.

tiring, exhausting. we walked up and down for so many tymes.

untill my legs are damnt fucking tired larrhs. :(

and yea, the release of the committess and excos are done today.

i am in the welfare committee, which was wad i chosen.

amos is the president and vanessa is the vice.

well, have to work under them for two years already. HEES.

my exams are coming, the summer test.

and now, i haven really prepared myself for it yet.

cus this few days are council, council, and more council.

LOL! :)

i want a break.

i need to get my arse rushing.

cus the exams are impt, i dun wanna ~~fail~~ larrhhs.

wadever it is, not much to blog.

will blog again soon! seeya pals! :))

im back from the camp. exhausted;rejected.

2006-06-09T23:35:00.000-07:00

guys, im back.

i endured, i perserve, i hung on.

i went to the camp thinking that it will be a smooth journey or at most..abit relax than npcc training camp.

but i realzied that i was so damn ~~wrong~~ cause the camp is nothing compared to the training camp i had. guys, hold on. let me elaborate.

DAY1

my bags were heavy and i headed to the canteen to gather.

after that we moved to the fusion house. and the first event was attire check.

so congrats me:) i did not brought my belt with me. so shyt. i got scolded. it wss only the start and my mood was already down.

then later on, we learned the council cheer, council pledge, council song.

everything seems so relaxed. some stoned, some sang, some really had fun.

i was only SO-SO.

then it came to the selection of the morning duties such as the parade commander, the pledge cum announcer, flag raiser and the walkie talkie.

i was from npcc so they chose me to go for the 'AUDITION' for parade commander. but i failed. then they told me to go for the announcer and pledge thing.

wellwell, so i was glad cus i want to be the announcer.

then we auditioned and after a while.

i was shocked t realize that im out of the announcer thing.

i blamed myself that i did nt performed well and then the teacher said that they r nt looking for those who can speak but for those who have confident. so wadever it is.. i move on to the flag raiser.

and then i was selected there. orelse i am not sure when i will be shifted again.

see, it was not my day on day one. it was rather hell for me. and tmy mood was like so so down the drain.

then a while, the night arrives.

we got a mini lecture by the 8th student council.

they told us how to be great leaders n so on. overall, it was okay except im a bit of tired.

we also pitched our tents but i did not sleep in the tent becausse it was so hot at night and the tent seems like a SAUNA. so me n cedric slept on the tracks. but then still quite hot, but tireness took over and i slept.

yes, before we went to bed. we did night pt. where the teacher advisors actually tortured us.

we ran n ran n ran around the tracks untill we drop dead.

then it was a day, a day for day1. :)

DAY2

we woke up at ard seven.

then we unpitched our tents so that we can carry it on the way for hiking

altho later on i realized it is of no use that we carried the tents

oh yes, we went hiking on day 2.

we walked nearly 11km from macritchie to bukit timah hil.

honestly, i almost died. the legs were numb after a while,

my shoulders were aching.

stomach growling.

we walked thru forest, pavements, upslope, downslope and just everything u can think of.

then halfway, our TAs chose casulties and we r suppose to carry them uphil.

my god, my hands are already weak.

and wadsmore, tell me to carry?

our bags is like those army bags,

very very high up.

we transferred all our stuffs on monday night to the army bag.

so it was really gargantuan and heavy.

soon, not soon actually, we reached the destination.

and yes, on our way, it was raining so we must still walk.

that explains why i have a high fever later on. but yea, i recovered within awhile after having the 'panadol extra'.

cause we r brining the tents along and all our stuffs, so i thought that we r going to camp outside school or smth,

but i was wrong.

we sat on a coach and went back to school.

so how dumb can it get? carrying our tents and all those. and it is of NOUSE.

so whatever, it is apparent that the TAs like want to takan us.

then when back to school, i immediately went to bath,

and some discovered that they got ~~abrasion.~~

HAHA. then the way they walked was so funny.

but hey! it was really pain larrhs. =)

and basically, not much for tuesday night.

we are just given three hours to discuss for our

walkin, slogan, and doorgift.

and the night came.

thats about it for day two.

DAY3

on day three, we went to the changi adventure camp.

because our amp is two days in sch, three days at changi.

but before we leave, we had our breakfast and attend talks by 18th student council and mr alan tan.

then we headed to changi.

changi adventure campsite looks nice.

for a moment i realized that we came to heaven.

it was windy, airy and the food there are nice(later on i realized)

we slept in dorm which we were assigned once we reached there.

then the first event was to think of our group name and group cheer.

as usual, all those shoutings and yellings la.

and on day 3, the events for the whole day was HIGH ELEMENTS

high elements leh. i hear also sian liao.

cause im AFRAID of heights and will never want to try.

but hey, i thought of giving it a go. =) and i did.

the first event i played is rockclimbing.

i thought i never did make it, but i did!

within quite fast, and it was so an ACHIEVEMENT

the second item i played was flying fox.

WTF la, i was like pls no more.

so i stood there, high up watiting for my turn.

altho i hoped it never came.

sso i flew all the way down. and my heart was like up there.

and i was like down there.

okay. a while later i recovered.

and so I MADE IT =)**another achievement!

then came the ABSEILING.

where by we lean back from ard four storeys then we abseil down.

my god. that needs a lot of TRUST.

and i was like oh my god. i am going down man`

so luckily, i managed to get on to the ground safetly.

next, we proceed to the CRC(challenging rope course)

the first one is that we have to partner up.

and walk on two ropes, supporting each other.

the rpes will eventually gets further n further away.

and we have nothing to hold on but just each other.

and the longest distance between the 2 ropes are 1.5m.

so now, you can ~~imagine~~ =]

however, due to pretty time constraint, my partner and i skipped that station.

so the last part that we tried was indeed quite a scary one.

i was the second to go.

we climbed up this circular pillar, all the way up.

and we r suppose to jump and hang on ro a bar.

just like pull up like that. but the bar will shake and its rather slippery.

so i jumped, touched the bar and fell from great heights.

my god. thats the activity for day 3 at changi.

and yes, we played night activities.

during one of the night activities, i was called out of the camp site to an area.

i was suppose to act as casulty and my group will come and find me.

they will carry me on a strecher. the distance between where i am now and camp site is quite far.

and yes, while i was waiting for them i sat on a puddle of..

RED ANTS!!!!!>

then i was like clapping here and scratching here n there.

then my grp arrives.

the carried me, and on the way, i can hear..

"walau, why choose such a heavy casulty"

"wahseh, his butt very heavy sia"

these phrases are not really insulting. cus i know if it was me carrying a person,

for long distances, i will also complain de.

but the expression on their faces touched me.

they endured, i can see very clearly.

i really was engulfed by the unity spiirit.

which i think was very good.

so when reached campsite. they wan to taupok me.

LOL! but luckily, they didnt.

then it was debrief and later we went to bed.

DAY4

is it a bit of boring to see me typing so much?

if yes, u can ignore already. ((:

so, day 4 was sea activites.

and a bit of land activities. but this tyme it is low land activities.

suddenly, i was transferred to another group.

then i was expected to bond and mix with them.

but ya, it was all 19th SC pple wad, so still can lame abit.

we kayaked,for quite long actually.

untill i felt a bit of giddyness in me.

but i emdured untill towards the end i went to join the REAL casualties for kayak.

all of em looked exhausted, of course im one of them.

then we are supposed to build our own rafts.

and to see each group whether our rafts will float anot.

and my team managed to float. yea!

the materials use in the kayak must be obtained frm the low land activities we played.

luckily, for my team, we got it all! (i think other team also ) =)

then after all those activities, we went to bath and prepare for the campfire.

the campfire was fun, everyone sang and danced.

especially the council pple, all r superly enthu.

HAHA. and yes there is one thing that i forget to say.

if u lkove planes, go to changi campsite.

for every 5 mins, there will be a plane flying up across u.

and you can stare and enjoy.

for us, it was more of a noise. cus aeroplane fly past make lots of noise.

the performance of the camp fire was interesting too.

so overall, it was great!

then afterthat, the council pple still did not sleep.

we gather at a area and dance hokey pokey.

we also played concentration.

untill an instructer came and told us that we were noisy and so,

all of us went to bed.

thats about it for day 4.

DAY5

not alot of things happened on this day.

cus it was the packing up day.

we ate breakfast and break u[p to respective grps to do area cleaning.

for my grp, we went to the beach to pick up litter.

the beach already look like a rubbish dump lor.

so we r like picking rubbish from rubbish dump.

makes no sense ryte.

HAHA

then before we go, we are told that who gets selected for the exco.

unfortunately, i was not selected.

i dun blame the TAs cus i had not been very enthu for the whole camp.

but just suddenly, i felt a sense of rejection.

seriously, a sense of great rejection.

on day1, i got rejected for all those announcer things,

and on day5 i got rejected again.

eevrything in the middle was like rojak.

mixed

but wadever it is.

5 stars for the camp.

i somehow enjoyed it.. =)

2006-06-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

OKAY- thats the three of us.
(from right to left)
the sexiest zhanrui =), the xiao si- also known as sisi or sihan, then the wadever. dunchy care bout here la. HEE. no la. she's the AMANDA. the (QUEEN).=]
we met at hg green. just near ma house only. and xiao si house also.
its been such a long tyme we met cus im busy la. so went to meet them today and it was really really a very enjoyable moment together.
xiao si ate, me and amanda drank. but then we sat there for like 3 to 4 hrs.
LOL! cause we biatch n slut about alot of things.
hearing xiao si saying hw hardworking she is,
hearing amanda saying how NOT GOLD her hair is,
and saying that hw many strands of white hair i have. we just go on n on n on.
and we behaved like kids. oh correction, they behaved like kids.
im mature! =))
we played some finger games too, and i seem to be the smartest of all =X
because the games all i so good liao. LOL! xiaosi and amnda still must train hard orhhhs. =)
then we talked, complained and giggled.
i think the whole restaurant is full of our noise la. wellwellwell,
i duno when will be the next tyme that we will be meeting liao.
i hope its soon, but if it is not..
i wish two of u best. ur r always my love. TEEHEEHEE. i am also ur love.
CLINGED TOGETHER. SI-MAN-RUI. =)

one more day, which is tmr.
then monday is my camp le. sian sia. i just finish packing some stuffs.
some still haven pack yet. 5 days leh.
wth la. i have never been to such a long long VACATION before.
hope it will be a rather fun wan la..
two days in sch, three days at changi. im going to misss HOME.
now i still never really read up alot yet. n im leaving for activities.
for camp,
for trainings and all.
just hope that i will turn out well. i mean the results la.
LOLL!
alryte. shall stop here.
bitch again other tyme ((:
cheeRs everyone.

and here comes the JUNE holidays.

2006-05-28T03:43:00.000-07:00

for a normal student, june holidays is something that they are anticipating.
for me, i rather not have it. cause this is a chance for teachers to give us so many homeworks, to set a difficult test n claimed that we have a whole june holiday to study for it. so we must do well.
infact, i do not have the whole of it. one quarter is all i got.
THIS WEEK.
i will study hard this week so that i can catch up with others when i am real busy in the next three weeks.
this week is free for me altho still need to go sch at tymes but then yup compared to other weeks, this is rather not HECTIC.
biology is killing me every moment i start to read.
so so so many facts. how to go into the brain.
suck big time. i dont wanna fail biology man.
and this is just like common test, i can forsee myself before the days of A level.
crawling and struggling to breathe.
so much different for o level.

WEEK 2
my council camp.
entirely one whole week.
gosh, we are going to be train as leaders.
teachers said that the camp will be tough but wadever it is, i just going to attend and get it done once and for all.
' as the going gets tough, the tough gets going'
and hurhur. wadever.
i still got some of the proposals of my council that i did nt complete yet.
i shuld say completed but the proposals came throwing back at us!
rilli rilli tired. but again, its nly the beginning.

week 3.
rehearsals for investiture. 20th of july.
thats when we get invested. and we gonna rehearse for it.
every day, we r coming down to rehearse. PLUSPLUS, those make up that we missed during the council camp.
i am going to be damnt BURNT OUT. n i am the incharge of invest.. so ya.
i must get pple going. get them to coordinate.
BIG JOB liao.

week 4.
still got a bit of rehearsals but mostly is study le.
cause exams are going to commence after week 4 immediately.
n on my bdae, i am going to have chem n econs paper.
what a great great gift man.

JUNE HOLIDAYS.
looking forward to it?
not really.

just another post.

2006-05-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

the start of the committment.
life for me is hectic now.
i am very busy.
almost every day i am down for meetings and proposals discussion.
well well, it's just the beginning.
i am the incharge for the investiture.
and the 18th told us that SRJC is well known for their investiture.
so if u were in ma shoes, werent u be stressed?
HAHAS.
anyway, we have already chosen the songs for our investiture.
quite alryte overall. hope that this will be a memorable and impactful one.
perhaps, better one.
heeSx. ((:
SRJC SUPERSTAR
after all the persuasion by SR peers, i finally enrolled myself in the srjc superstar.
actually i dun wan de lor, then there is this dumbo guy called CEDRIC SEET. he keep making noise there lor.
say i buay steady. and all this. then he helped me get my forms.
then JOSIAH asho another lame-o. he helped me write my name n everything. so ya.
auditions is perhaps on monday.
just wonder how i would fare.
shyt me. ((:

well, this is what happened for this 1 week.
will update u guys again.
<33>

I HAVE GOT IN TO THA 19TH STUDENT COUNCIL

2006-05-13T19:01:00.001-07:00

well, congrats zhanrui (: u had made it in!
alryte, thanks to all those pple who actually voted for me.
who actually gave me a chance to put my words in actions.
i will never DISSAPPOINT any of u. HAHs.
and now the next activity is INVESTITURE. what a grand event..
and how many pple actually agreed to this sentence?
" its not about the people who voted that matters, it is about those people who counted the votes."
well, i stay neutral to this statement made by my friend but to a certain extent, dont u think its quite true.
to be in the 19th student council is not a CCA, i think it is more of a committment.
well, i will look at it at a positive angle rather than all those negative impact the SC can bring to ur life u know.
so now i am in, i will do to my very best.
to serve all of u that had voted for me!!
once again, REALLY REALLY THANK YOU!

gosh, now GP is getting abit out of hand man.
its like getting more n more tedious as the time goes by.
wahh, i dont wanna fail GP and that means everything fail.
cause Jc is like pass or die basis.
so i dun wanna fail GP during A level man.. orelse..
i hope it wouldnt be an orelse. nvm, just gonna work real hard for it.
hope i will reap what i sow.
going for tuition at 1 later on.
i am abit tired now.. but haii. perservere is the word. LOLs.
suddenly, i realized that i need to do lots of catching up with so many pple lehss..
we are like all getting further n further away.
no way pals! lets get together one day and unite. HAHAHAS.
cheers everyone!

I HAVE GOT IN TO THA 19TH STUDENT COUNCIL

2006-05-13T19:01:00.000-07:00

the computer had finally recovered.

2006-05-08T04:52:00.000-07:00

hi everyone.
its zhanrui back here again man!
i know my computer had been down for like nearly 4 months.
but well, now everything resumes.
i got quite abit to elaborate about.

wednesday is my election day.
where i get elected by the student body to be part of the SC in SRJC.
well, i had invested lots of tyme and effort to this event and i hope that it will really be a success of me getting into the council.
we had 2 rallies. mainly the j1-s and j2-s.
j1-s i only answered to 1 qn.
but for j2 i answered to 5 qns.
hahahahahahas. cus i beliveed j1-s they will vote for freinds wad.
so they see ur effort see see a while then forget liao.

now i everyday also like o level.
there's just too much tests. i mean class tests and lecture test.
all the marks actually contributed bit by bit to our promotional examination.
ya.. the sch can only use this to threathned us ryte.
ha. in order to make us study for it.
i think i need to end here. althugh it is a bit abrupt.
but.. ya.. will be back son.
need to go off tu study some stuffs.
cheers every1

how lucky can i get

2006-04-18T19:49:00.000-07:00

Recently, i am getting more and more lucky.
this year is just not my year.
i lost two wallet twice, keep breaking apparatus in school then everytyme pay money, i just lost my handphone yesterday, my bag kena birdshyt, COME ON, who is as lucky as me.
and now i got no more phone, half of my lyfe like gone like that liao.
shyt. so many contacts in there.
arghhh. in my lyfe there is two things that i am so afraid to lose.
one is wallet whioch got many cards, the other is handphone.
so congrats zhanrui, u lost both this year.
now i am finally the top 47 nominees for the student council.
just hope that i can get into the cca la.
hahas
ya. now in my sch computer lab.
need to go off.

sUbmerged

so much to say.

2006-04-14T21:50:00.000-07:00

well.
my computer was down for years.
ha. writing my blog now doesnt mean that my computer had been repaired.
it just mean that i am at someone house doing this entry.
down for 2 months, and many things happened.
let me just talk about the student council in my JC that i have enrolled myself in.
well.. now i am successfully in the top 60 successful applicants.
and i just went for the interview not long ago.
the atmosphere was tensed but surprisingly, i am not apprehensive at all.
that dosent mean that i am well prepared for it..
but i am just going in to try my luck.
the results whether i will be in for the student council will be posted today.
not at all anxious, but just thinking of what i will join if i did not get in to it.

jc life is even more demanding than secondary school life.
i think everyone will agree with me.
now, there are basically so many tutorials, so many lectures tests and so many class tests.
its just a matter of tyme man.
the physical education in SR is also very very very demanding.
not demanding on academic but demanding on physical.
as i always say, pe is always like labour camp.
where we dragged our feets to greet the teacher, where we complained and moaned about how many rounds we have to run around teh stadium.
gosh, its just so not enticing.

the only period that i can slacked and shut my mind to leave this stressful world was during project work period.
where i make FULLY USE of the computer facilities.
ha!
of course not in searchign for informations, but instead, to look around other websites that entertains me more than studies does.
yawn. life just get abit of dull.
oh i mean DULL.

the peers in my class, 1So2 was alryte.
they were fun loving and compassionate.
there are people that can really clicks with me or at most, able to communicate with me effectively.
no conflicts yet, and i hope not in the future too.
well people.
i apologise for not updating my blog for those past few months.
the computer had choosen to hibernate and i can do nothing about it.
i will get it done sooner or later la.
so do watch otu for my blog alryte?
=)

today is the class bbq
a form of class gathering whereby we foster the bonds of our class to a stronger one.
4e1.
its been a long tyme since i last since some of those pple already.
i am quite looking forward to it.
hahahahaha.
guess i will end my entry here.
i am seriously not sure when i will be posting another entry,.
but i promise i will.
its a matter of tyme hahas

sUbmerged.

SEPERATION of 1S03.

2006-03-05T04:21:00.000-08:00

rememeber myself squeezing my way through to the board and looked for which class im allocated to.
remember myself sitting down and thinking whether teh class will be a fun and loving one.
rememeber myself stepping into the class at the very moment feeling so fresh and nice.
well.. thats 1s03.
we are together for a short period of tyme. and yet the feelings we developed are as though we have known each other for a few years.
i truly appreciate all of you and love every single one thats in 1S03.
together, we banged in lecture theatres.
together, we searched for seats as though we are in cinema.
together, we complained and whined about miss adeline choi biologyy lesson.
tgether, we skipped lessons and classes as though we owned the sch.
all this tiny weeny things as brought out beautiful class one step closer.
teh bonds between us are strengthned now and we remember everyone's laughter and cries.
just at this very moment, we got to split.
yup, and we splited. some went to junior colleges, some headed to polytechnics, whilst some remained in the same college as me.
well, wadever it is i know 1S03 can never be complete again.
and thats so saddening.
here are the group of pple:
KHATIB AND HATIB: remember you complaning about me speaking chinese language during burger king ya? im so sorry la. but at least iim nt talking bad about you.
JIAYING: thanks for saying that the ear stut looks nice on me. you are someone whose full of confidence and got ur own STYLE. ya la ya la, you are beautiful lor.
and not to forget the laundry woman ryte. hahahahas.
MYINT: nice meeting someone from overseas and thats you. congrats of learning to speak up already! all tha best tmr!
ANDREW HO: thanks for hearing my singing all day long during pe lessons and asking me tu go kbox with you. yup i will la. lets rock the singing world. my good friend.
ANDREW LUM: you are in SRJC! hahahas! i know i mislead you in buying the super magnetic ear stut ryte. mommy gonna scold me ya? hahahas. hope to see you soon in SR!
ERIC: i wont forget you! you ar ethe one and only that criticises my voice ryte.
closing your ear when i sung! hmpf. but anyway, lovelove.
CHERLIE: thanks for saying that my singing rocks! be back n i sing more to you. all tha best in CJC. sms me soon ya?
DESMUND: another one that is in SR too! OGL ryte? be a good one tmr k?
and yesh! thanks for saying that im a NOOB everytyme you see me. and yes.. not forgetting that u commented that ur ears are going to bleed when you hear me sing ryte. anyway, nice to meet you! ( dont u dare bully jason )
JASON: sad to see you leave me . but well, good luck to ur poly life. be the outstanding one and out beat the rest! iim with you!
magdeline: admit that you are the maggie mee la. huggs.
vanessa: thanks for that heart and teaching me hw to fold a heart with a dollar note. i will always remember you.
meiying: speak up la, meiying. hthis girl is my pri sch friend. shes so introvert lor. hahahs. anyway, nice to have met u in jc again. good luck in NY.
and u whoever that i didnt mentioned: i treasure all of you. we will keep in touch.
dearest 1S03, whererever we have parted, whereever we go, we will always STUCK AS ONE.
everyone agrees. hahas.
tears flooded my eyes and im going be alryte.

SRJC

2006-03-02T16:46:00.000-08:00

i wake up early in the morning today.
i switched on my computer and went straight to the MOE websyte.
altho i somehow know that i defintely going in to SR.
but ya. assurance is always good.
true enuff, i went to SR.
yea. SR. i really like the environment there and also the teachers.
the peers are friendly there too.
its like a family.
HAHAS.
but i have to repeat the whole orientation programme again.
to think of it.. i felt a bit indifferent.
never mind.
serious lyfe going to start soon.
gonna work hard.

it was a DUMB day. =(

2006-02-26T14:17:00.000-08:00

the alarm clock rang.
rang loudly.
as usual, i woke up sloppily and smashed hard on the top of the clock.
n the clock went slient.
so i went to the bathroom to take a shower.
after that i looked at the clock again. oh.. it was 6:45
gosh.. i rushed through the usual procedures that i did.
style my hair and wear my uniform.
it was then 6:55
i wore my earphone and bid goodbye to my mother.
n i left the house with music piercing through my two ears.
the lamp post light are still on surprisinly because usual at 655 the lamp post light will be switched off and i will be walking across darkness to the bus stop.
jus as i was to reach the bus stop, my DEAREST 101 came.
with stornger than ever determination, i ran and hoped to catch up with the bus so i will not be late n have dentention in schooL.
FORTUNATELY, i missed.
the bus of course.
then, i went on to hail a cab.
the roads had hardly any cars to be seen.
the pathways leading to yiochukang primary school had little or even no people.
only this pathetic zhanrui.
standing there n trying so hard than ever to hail a cab.
my phone vibrates suddenly.
i ignored because i was too lazy to even pick up a phone from my pocket.
it went off. BUT came again.
this time round, i dug my hands into my pocket and it was [house] calling.
then i answered defintely not in a super energetic manner.
my mther berought me a super good news.
yea a SUPER one.
zhanrui.. nw only 6:00am.
what?
then i looked at my handphone clock.
it further proves what my mother say is correct.
damnt it. and i hung the phone.
on my way back at that early hour,
i recalled what i did previously.
i ran for the pathetic bus early in the moring.
i rushed through my daily procedures taht i got to do. like bathing n everything.
for a moment, i felt so dumb.
no wonder there was few or hardly anyone on the pavements.
no wonder there were hardly or no cars on the roads.
yaya. no wonder zhanrui is so dumb.
HAHHAHAHA.
+(
no wonder

PON KA SIAO

2006-02-24T06:31:00.000-08:00

well.. today is an interesting day.
cus i poned so many lessons. well.. basically two only la.
physical education n chinese.
today is the OGL camp. so my class was tremendously reduced to around 5 pple.
many ryte. LOL.
so of course those impt tutorials i got attend.. then my second period was PE. gosh..
so i thought of poning n go library.. n tell teacher i go OGL camp hahas.n i did.
i spend 1 hr in the whole library alone. altho rather pathetic. but i believed i will look even more pathetic on the tracks in SR.
then it was boring day.
bio practical was the next class.
gosh.. i have no click with the bloody microscope.
looks simple.. yea.. but it is just so different from sec sch one.
esp the paert in measuring cells in microscope using the ruler in the lens!
gosh. i was like turning n t0ssing the whole microscope over n over untill square one. so the cycle repeats.
eventually, my beautiful life saviour, miss adeline choi my bio teacher was attracted by my clumsineess so she helped me.
n tata! my calculations was completed. to realize every one beside me completed too. even earlier.
then it was 1230. chinese lesson will commence at ard 2.
1 n the half hour to go. i dont wanna to rot in school.
so..
so..
so..
PON lor..
so yea! i pon-ed.
guess the teacher must be asking my class where's zhanrui cus iim the chinese rep. hahahahas.
but haiya. every lesson there will always be one or two that escaped the lesson.
because its rather boring n we feel like yawning.
n to yawn on my comfortable bed in my dad's apartment will be better.
so many see home as a more welcoming destination. n they finally succumbled to the temption n then.. they went.
HOME of course.
i went to cmpass today u know.
to had EARTHQUAKE. gosh. three more kg added on to my current mass. LOL. kidding la.
but yea. it looks fattening, taste fattening and it is fattening.
but who cares, its delicious!
cus its out of boredom.. tehn go out shop shop lor. HAHAS.
n hey! i know u miss me.. LOL.
takkaiire k. should catch up one day. HUGGYS. (:

another day.
another normal day of a stressful teenager that gets himself cooped up in a limited compound called the serangoon junior college.
where he yawns n dozes off......

2006-02-22T01:43:00.000-08:00

time flies. time really flies fast.
its reaching the end of febuary. for a moment i just completed my o level.
for a moment i had already spend about nearing two months in my JC lyfe.
altho i know there's like lots more to go.
i rememebered saying that SRJC lyfe is tough. i think i shld take back my words now.
it is like far more slack then other JCs out there. the speed, the environment n everything. its just so different compared to those better schools. LOL.
JC lyfe had never been interesting to me( perhaps next tyme ), i studied when im free, i do my works when iim home, n i really need t listen ATTENTIVELY in my lectures n all the tutorials. orelse, i will be crawling on the floor trying very very hard to catch up with others.
compared tu last tyme, i slacked when iim free, go out when iim bored, n just like laze aroudn la..
not in the sense that JC lyfe is 100% studying but it is like almost 80%.
since i have made my choice in entering a junior college. i shld put in all ma efforts to the education of JC. yupp.. so going to work extremely hard.

SRJC there's detention u know?
LOL, i rememebered vividly that there is this one day, i ran all teh way from the bus stop to college and i was stopped by the security guards who were closinjg the door. n then i SANG the national anthem outside the gate.
wellwell, i didnt SING la. i was ore of like thinking wad they will do to me.
THERE came the DISCIPLINE MASTER. his size will tell u his STRENGTH. so he looks so fierce n strict. demanded for my ezlink card n tell me to collect it after sch at 6 and on tht day my lessons end at 3 smth.
however, i do nt have my ezlink card with me. i just lost it quite some tyme.
so they asked for my NRIC number and name n class.
n i gave n stayed in sch till 6.
my legs n whole body was like rotting by then.
(:
anyway, wadever it is, forget it. never be late in SR.

tml is the BYOB day in SRJC.
BYOB stands for bring your own banana.
farnii ryte?
LOL, i asho dunno why they celebrated this la.
anyway.. the student council pple are involved this tyme round lor.
n we just realized that we actually lost 100 dollars altho dunno who go take.
hai.
then tmr students are going to walk up to us.. with the BANANA of course and we will make a banana split for them.
i must go think of some creative patterns today nyte.
so my banana split will look presentable tomorroww.
hahahahahahahas.
BANANANS! GO!

2006-02-14T22:10:00.000-08:00

i am so DEAD bored here and so the BOREDOM leads to me trying out this survey.
aha! to be a journalist. my god.

You scored as Journalism. You are an aspiring journalist, and you should major in journalism! Like me, you are passionate about writing and expressing yourself, and you want the world to understand your beliefs through writing.

Journalism

100%

Chemistry

83%

Biology

83%

Philosophy

83%

Linguistics

83%

Theater

83%

Art

75%

English

75%

Engineering

58%

Anthropology

58%

Sociology

50%

Psychology

50%

Dance

50%

Mathematics

42%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
created with QuizFarm.com

2006-02-10T07:57:00.000-08:00

well. and now the results are released.
and i got for myself a L1R5 of 16 and a L1R4 of 13.
i am feeling both happy and sad.
happy because i can make it to a JC and can put my worries to rest.
i can then study hard n pursue my studies in a college which was what i always wanted.
sad because somehow i felt that i did not put in more effort.
i still thiink that i can actually get better grades n results.
no use regretting n iim moving on my lyfe. =)
for biology and chemistry, i was rather stunned when i saw i got a B3. i was expecting a A2 because all along i have more confidence in my sciences then anything else.
but the results of my sci depressed me.
humanities was a MIRACLE.
finally an A2 greeted me man!
i was so shocked n stunned.
hw can i get an A2.
well u people can say its luck. i can strongly agree with u.
for english language. i felt nthign when i got a B4. nto sad not happy.
just the thought that i can do better.
wadever la, it seems that everything i say i asho can do better. but its all in the past.

the present.
SRJC, i will be coming.
the my 2 yeaRS of education will be growing there.
=)

2006-02-08T07:02:00.000-08:00

well. its true that now iim in the first few months junior college.
but that, seriously, does not gimmie any ASSURANCE that i will make it to JC again.
however, i know there is like no point feeling apprehensive, no point feeling melancholic. wad done had been done.
the papers are packed and everything is ready to be send. well.. just pray that i can make it to JC. even just a 20. im satisfied.
Foe O level, i studied equally hard as i did for my prelims. but just that i feel i did nt put in a bit more during my Os.
and my dad was renovating the house during my whole week of O level.
wad can i do? just TRY to study with all those drillings and knockings. well..
its as if iim taking an engineer examination the day after.
of course i know i wont cry. even if the results that greet me was below my expectations.
neither i think i will have tears of joy.
JC life was hard. and stressful.
whearus the path to poly seems clearer to me now.
well.. of course if i can go to JC, i will. i will just try if i go to Junior College la.
to try to work hard n score well.
but before the results are officially announced to me. i think i do not have any rights to make any noise. i will have to see after the release.
well.. just hope that it would not be a painful one.
to all my pals n whosoever that is in the same college as me.
all the best.. cus perhaps i will be leaving. LOL.
not for the good. DEFINTELY.

with all the chocked up emotions.
DEPRESSIVE~

2006-02-07T20:33:00.000-08:00

how much must you GIVE and EXPRESS to someone to let them know that you treasure them alot.
well.. its very painful to see someone that yoou treated as a best buddy regarding you as only a normal friend. as only someone that accompany you in a part of lyfe and PERIOD. thats all. i mean its really really very saddening.
no one is truly lonely because you still have urself.
imagine urself living in a world of population 1 and thats you whearus previously you were a very sociable person.
well, true enuff. one might not be able to adapt. n i mean adapt WELL.
sometymes being alone n not very sociable.
cus u get to treasure every tiny winy things that get past ur lyfe.
whearus when u r very sociable n have lots n tons of friends.
everything we take for granted. well, so friends.. dun get upset if one day ur lyfe had changed. and ur friends are no longer there. dont stay n be sad. but smile and move on!

cus when ONE DOOR CLOSES THERE'S ALWAYS ANOTHER ONE THAT OPEN.
to all my dearest loving friend, i treasure all of you. no matter where we had parted to.
ur footprints are deeply imprinted in the surface and bottom of ma heart.
i love all of u! (:

2006-01-26T02:10:00.000-08:00

read two true accounts recently.
the child called 'it' and the lost boy.
its quite a long book. but it will definetely enteratin u.
such books cannot fail to move man.
about how abusive his motyher is and blah blah.
the stuffs his mommy do tells me that her mum was totally inhuman. perhaps insane.
so do go look out for that BOOK people!
=)

now that chinese new year is coming which means putting on more weight for me.
my desire for ba gua n all those chinese goodies. whoa.
FANTASTIC! ha. and yea. not to forget all those big red packets that are going tu flood my pocket.
n the big big shopping day after new year.
its going to be fun! and yea.
my MT teacher is MR HOO gosh. can u believe it?
last tyme is MDM HOO. wa.. just so fated with the HOO-HOOs.
n not only that jus out of so many people.. MR HOO chose me to be a chinese rep! anyway.. everyone in class will have a duty. so its a sooner or later.
so i agreed RELUCTANTLY.
tomorrow i am thinking of PON-ING school lehs. sibeh sian.
cus tmr will be celebrating wadever chiense new year
i mean i prefer going back HS lorrs.
LOL. well.. i will see ba.
and u guys heard bout the rumours>?
teh rumours bout the MOE letter.
at first when hear it is like serious?
but later on more n more type of VERSIONS came out..
wad L1R5 from 14-18, from 10-20, from 20 above and all thsoe shyts.
things did nt stop yet now people are talking about the colour of the envelope.. so if u gt a green one ur L1R5 is below 10.
AS IF. MOE sibeh free hor. go classify like that.
MADNESS. so SIAO KIA.. shut all those rumours la.
yea. so perhaps will see all those hs people tmr le. yea.
looking forward LOR.
will blog again next tymes.

sUbmerged.

2006-01-20T07:15:00.000-08:00

following the same old routine and JC was boring.
study n studies. my god.
im so sick and tired of it.
many people are working soh hard now.
so am i. =(

everyday you will see all the JC 1 students rushing to the bookshop.
"aunt aunt!! the econs notes ok le ma?", questions everywhere.
this clearly reflects how devoted they are to JC life whearus some of my OG friends will go like.. " wad the hell.. its only first three months k.. so serious for wad.. nerdy nerds."
people have different opinions.. perhaps they have different dreams..
some heading to polytechnic n some to JC.
well.. lyfe is jus so stress.
well.. thats part n parcel of everyone life. so just stuck tu it. ha.
the library will be flooded with lots n loads of dilligent students..
those striving to score well even in teh first 3 months.
well.. good for them.
for me.. teh usual thing goes.. me and some of the hougang sec people will loiter ard n yea.. went to teh library a few tymes.
to have our notes recapped.
cus based on the way the teacher is going..
u mus do ur own revision.. or else.. its hard to continue man.
u jus gonna get even lost in teh whole thing.
well.. teh notes of the JC are stacking up to about 6cm.
inclusion of all those bio prac n chem prac.
it can evn reached 10cm.
thsi few dayys broke le.. ha.
paid for all the notes.. then the HS reunion dinner...
and all those tiny weeeny things la.
well.
will bl0g agin next tyme.
will keep you guys updated about the stressful as well as the exciting lyfe of junior college. esp SRJC. =]*

2006-01-13T03:53:00.000-08:00

longg tymeys since i last BLOGGED.
yea. this is some of the info but me.
CCA: student council! cause i love public speaking.
Subjects taken: H2 chemistry, maths andd biology and ECONS at H1. (struggling)
wanted tu take up tennis but they said they are interested in only those experienced. argh.
wad the fuck.

everyone is like mugging and it is only the first three months.
seeing many people went home to study as though like the exam is round the corner.
NATURALLY, i felt stressed and i try to read up some of the notes.
teachers in the tutorials n lectures were going so fast.
teachers teaching at the spd of light. it is as though we were all JC2.
well, most of the tyme i have to depend on myself. to be REAL independant.
cus.. teh teachers are nt really going to explain things in detailed unless u asked.
n in teh lecture hall out of ard 600 peepz.. we got the courage to stand up n ask.
NO ONE.
soh.. really have tu work very very hard.
a few more days we were be splitting into our respective classes.
goodbye tu my orientation group liao.
all teh fun n laughters will be over.
cus real stuffs are coming. ha.
in my file now, there's like so many notes of diff subjects.
staring at them seems so hard. hard to concentrate.
cus the english terms n explanantions there are just so complex.
well.. thats JC life!
so far, the subjects that i thiink can still be avle to cope is economics n chemistry.
BIOLOGY was hell. yea. the subject itself was tedious. n yet the teacher taught as thought we were all IMMORTALS. taught as though we got special brain memory.
the teacher was real 'SLOW'.
the food at SRJC were not welcoming.
the café food is better.
with all those cookies n mash potato and blah blah.
it jus tastes well off than teh canteen dishes.
every single day, u will see me in the SR library.
to go tehre and study. can u believe it.
i cant believe it myself.
i am working so hard for first 3 months.
ha. well.. wadever la.
n everyday in the lectures, i just felt like dozing off. to sleep.
teh friends in LALA land are calling me tu go there at the wrong tyme.
sometymes i jus cant control myself n i WENT.
there's a possibility that i will stay in SR.
cus i love the school n teh environment.
perhapps the location too! its near n convenient.
yea.
guess i gonna stopped here.
will blog when free.

sUbmerged

Vermelho Molhado

2006-01-06T13:48:00.000-08:00

Sonhou que beijava. Beijava muito, que se fundia em beijos e não queria nada além disso.
Como uma adolescente que incha os labios de tanto beijar escondido...
Sentiu-se feliz.

E acordou querendo apenas que, desta vez, nada apresse o processo.
ada apresse o processo.

2006-01-05T01:48:00.000-08:00

IM IN THE DELPHI GROUP AND IIM LOVIN' IT!
GO DELPHI, GO DELPHI, GO GO GO DELPHI!

i love my group. delphi. love the people love the things that we are doing there.
there were funni people. joker. extreme loudness laughter people.
the quiets. and all those retardist. i mean the acted retardist.
nthing can be more joker than this group.
tomorrow we will be having A campfire.
and station games again. gosh its like water, screamings, shoutings again.
nt really fun actually.
today went to lectures hall and theatures.
it was like listenin tu shits that dont really entrertained me.
then went tio SRJC first love cafe.
like very nice like that hor. teh name. ha.
ate a burger n drank coffee prappo there.
alryte la. it was average.
today heard a sibeh fiece teacher talk.
talking about GP.
she goes like," SOME PEOPLE WILL BE THINKING ABOUT WHETHER YOU CAN DROP GP IN JC. THE ANSWER IS DEFINTELY. JUST TAKE KI. BUT I BELIEVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US HERE ARE MORTALS RYTE? SO WE DO NOT HAVE THE CAPABILITY TO TAKE KI. SO JOLLY WELL STUCK TO GP"
everyone was like changing mindset to go poly liao.
jc is hard la i think the life there.
but i belive is a matter of adaptibility.
u get used to it. u r ok.
yea. so life as SRJC was fyne.
pretty fyne.
a bit tiring of course.
((:

DELPHI CHEER:
early morning late(mind you peepz it not dead) at night -echo
delphi charges out to fight -echo
all united act as one -echo
we will win the war this tyme -echo
DELPHI WILL WIN THE WAR
DELPHI WILL WIN THE WAR
DELPHI WILL WIN THE WAR!
woosh! -COOL SEH thsi cheer.

2006-01-03T02:50:00.000-08:00

i was caught for dying my hair brown at SRJC today by the fucking DM. rules are so strict. i am suffocating to adhere to it.

yea. and delphi gamma was my grp name.
i felt like i was a student again.
being contolled by rules.
argh. iim so tired n lerthagic today. cus there's alot of move-around activities.
the school song there i thought was pretty nice.
ha.
well went there early todayy. eyelids still soh heavyy.
did alot of cheers of ma own grp.
shouting n yelling none stop.
my stomach was growling but when the moment ii went tu the canteen.
i saw so many people queing up for food.
the whole thing was like so packed.
so i ate nothing but drink water.
yea,. jus water.
played treasure hunt today.
even the senior themselves were unable tu know where's the plc.
wad about freshmen like us? we know nuts.
n the place is like a corner, a deserted corner of the building.
ghosts know lorrs.
climbing up n down staircase.
good for sliming again.
tomorrow i guess will be equally boring.
i am not happy to go SRJC.
gosh.
wld stopped here.
i felt like sleeping.

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2006-01-01T08:46:00.000-08:00

COMMENCEMENT OF MA NEW LIFE.
COMMENCEMENT OF 2006.
A NEW START. A NEW FRESH ONE.

TODAY IS THE FIRST OF 2006.
went tu peiwen house yesterday for the countdown as well as to bid her farewell to australia for further studies.
stayed up at her plc till its 1230 then we hailed a cab home.
we are the few ones that actually leave early n im really damnt tired n lerthagic ytd.
really BOW tu those who stayed over at her place.
you guys got excellent energy. iim jus` different. ha.
well.. JC life for me(1st 3 mths) is going tu start very soon.
i mean studies gonna come again.
many writings n many worksheets tu attend tu.
gosh. its like STRESS again.
n yea. iim like complainig again. ive nt played enuff yet n its going to begin.
arghh.
i hope 2006 will be a better year.
of course. we always lo0k ahead.
some setbacks in 2005 should all be pushed aside.
now getting ready n fresh for the new start. n i will always move on.
today i went tu purchase my new pair of school shoes for JC lrrs.
30% colour only.
nike brand cost about 95.
whoa. iim jus so curious about wad m i going tu do for the first three orientation day.
bored or interesting?
it will all depends.
went tu my house dwnstairs to buy a maple top up card today.
thought it wead kind of waste money.
but my sis has long wanted me to buy her a card.
so alryte la.
being a great bro ha. i bought for her.
she was like FINALLY.
n i was like yea finally my pocket was cropped a hole.
today i went to dye my hhair black.
saying goodbye to my NATURAL BROWNISH RED hair.
together with hair treatment today too.
cus my hair was rather dry.
tmr i will go to cut my hair liao.
have to adhere to the strict rules of sch.
all those no ankle socks, no dyed hairs, no tucking out of shirts are all coming back.
boring.
anyway. will end here.
blog again nxt tym.

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2005-12-30T06:42:00.001-08:00

YANG CHENG LING rocks.
i bought her album todayy.
it was so nice.
i mean she was nice. her voice was nice.
everything was fabulous.
her english name raiinie. u guys shld go watch out for her.
got tu know this singer thru some of the msn people. they wentfor her autographs session.
wow. i regret of not getting to regonise this lady earlier. orelse i would have roll my body over her.
ha.
went out tu hg mall with guanliang today.
went tu buy his 10 dollar for tmrr n got his gift wrapped.
so after tht our stomach was lyke growling.
yea. n we went tu old chang kee.
there were like a gang peple outside so crowded.
he bought sotongs n i bought sotong balls.
kute eh?
n both of us bought it twice.
cus he lves his sotong n i love my sotong balls.
thirst takes over.
went in to hg mall to hunt for drinks.
roam ard n hunted this shop. a small shop with amazing prices.
a cup of bloody small milo costs me 1.70!
whoa wead a bomb.
dumb me. i pay then ask.
duno hw tu ask earlier.
well.. jus my luck.
then we deciding wad tu do.
in the end GL ended up at my plc.
did alot of silly things.
ha.
thats mark my day for todayy.
rather boring n dull.

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2005-12-30T06:42:00.000-08:00

2005-12-29T03:19:00.000-08:00

i went to watch the curse of the wererabbit.
it was so farnnii n ridiculous.
a bit the same as king kong.
the gigantic rabit growling at the top of a tower.
ha. it was so so humourous man
i laughed my ass out. oh gosh. nice show pple.
i then went tu eat pasta mania.
its been ages since i last ate it.
spagetti. yummy. the sauce melt in my mouth.
wow.
then suddenly hav the idea of going school tu collect my good progress award money norrs.
then i took a cab from hg mall to school.
well altho i did nt have the letter.
i thought i can just go there tu try my luck.
so in the end went in2 the general office n asked.
but they say i need the letter.
so at that moment jason called me tu ask me to go for a jog.
so i asked him whether can he helped me tu go my house n collect.
so kind him. he did.
i waited.
i went in again tu asked when they r going tu close. they say 530. alryte.
tyme passed.
so when it was 526.
went in n tell the admin pple tu wait a while first. then they say.
we wan tu go home. we cant wait.
so jason passed me the leetter at 530 exactly.
indeed they were punctual.
they left the general office at 530.
so i asked n run to them.
hey! i got the letter.
n they looked at me in a pathetic way. n say sorry we wan tu go home.
n they walked away infront of my eyes.
ya... i understand tht they need tu go home.
but cant they jus sit down n issue me the thing.
does that cause them like a few hrs.
HS has excellent admin staffs man.
i am so pissed.

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2005-12-27T17:45:00.000-08:00

the trip tu m'sia was not fun cus i am so sick. i vomitted thrice. and i ate nothing for the first two days. i lost 5kg.

before the day that i left for m'sia that night.
i vomitted once. feeling air in my stomach.
its as thought i drank the whole oxygen tank. gosh.
i jus feel soh uncomfortable. i knew things arent going tu be ryte.
i slept rather early i shld say. n woke up ard 4 in the morning.
felt so giddy n i went to the toilet to throw up all teh things i had eaten.
haiz. n i just tossed n turned on my bed. cus i cant sleep.
nh i waited till 5 smth.
n yea. its tyme to set off at such an early hour.
so we went all the way to golden mill tower to board the coach.
on the way, i felt so giddy n nauseous man``
like pregnant like that.
so the different relatives of mine will throw me different medicine.
but none help.
heesx.
so they went to eat at first.
i have no appetite. and i cant eat. cus i know the next moment i swallow the next moment is that i am going to rush to the nearest LOO.
so on the first day.
i had nothing but hot drinks.
PLAIN WATER to be exact.
first day was rather boring went tu this shopping centre which had nothing tu shop about.
sat on this water taxi there frm my hotel.
sounds nice> water taxi?
just call it a boat larrs.
n it is a boat.
so went back to my hotel ard 630.
n that marks the end of day 1
interesting?
ha.
DAY 2.
early morning went tu a very very huge shopping mall.
with a theme park inside it.
although it is huge.
i bought nothing,.
cus i do nt have the mood tu shop anymore.
just pop into shop n exit.
yawn.
then we went to mines wonderland.
call it a WONDERland.
nothing at all.
except to feed the mosquitoes n houseflies there.
eeW.
bad.
day 2 basically i only try to eat a egg in the morning.
yea thats all u know.
day 2 we went tu see ice sculptures.
in this -20 degree celcius room.
yea.
it was nice n cold ha.
every1 was still entitled to a free ice cream oh man.
eat sure lao sai.
so i walked first in n then out heesx.
day 3 was plain.
cus never went out.
i just feel abit better then.
kids went to the hotel pool.
n adult fllowed them n sat beside the pool.
wow interesting eh?
n tyme passed liddat.
1 oclock we checked out le.
n i headed back tu singapore.
wow.. the moment i land home. i went to the weiging machine.
i lost 5kg.
ladies n gentleman.
wad face.body.spa.
wad jeanyip.
all nt effective larrs. ha.
withing 2 days. 5kg.
superhor.
heesx.
alryte. gonna end here.
going into maple soon!
cya!

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2005-12-23T07:29:00.000-08:00

oh yea.
a few more days i am going off to m'sia.
with my family n relatives.
leaving on christmas.
so you guys i will miss ye. hahas.
gosh. i bought a new earpiece today at cd rama.
also purchased the superstar concert vcd.
and realize sembawang n cd rama the prices of their cds is always differs by one dollar.
n its always sembawang the more expensive one.
so you guys~ shop smartly.
get ur cd frm cd-rama.
heesx

yawn. it seems like its tyme i go to dye my hair back aagin.
n to trim it short.
iim going to miss my coloured hairs.
ahem.. i mean natural larrs.
ha.
yea. sch is like going tu reopen so soon le.
stress stress tsk tsk.
goiing tu collect my ring tmr.
my 34 dollars ring again.
will nt lose it le.
this tyme rd its a bit of tight.
so its secure. yea.
i have SMALL TINY fingers ma.
but jus dunno why they gimmie the largest size.
today i actually gt up at 12.
first tyme to get up so early man``
i was shocked when i stared at the clock.
its lunch tyme uncle.
hahas.
haven even packed n arranged my clothes to m'sia.
going tu do so tmr le.
so tmr will be my last blog entry. u guys stay tune tu my blg k!
see ye

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2005-12-21T17:18:00.000-08:00

i have collected my tee yesterday.
well.. looks okay to me.
yawn.
went to personalize another ring again.
got laugh at my gignatic fingers.
guess wad? they have tu get me the largest size of all rings.
gosh.
anyway. this tyme round the ring is nicer than the previous one. ha.
have to wait three days before collecting.
cus it is oxidise de. which means got one black strip in the middle.
went tu watched king kong ytd.
waseh`` 3hrs n 6 mins. is like my butt gona rot man`
that show was touching n brilliant.
apart frm the duration.. it was all perfectly fine.
never knew that there will be affection between a beast n a human.
heesX.
had nasipadang ytd at bugis.
well the rice macam dun nid money.
give soh much you know.
so in the end i walked with a heavy stomach home.
yea. now drinking becardi at home.
yawn.
ryte stop here.
going tu do other stuffs.

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2005-12-20T05:58:00.000-08:00

ALRYTE. i went to many many many many places today.
-sentosa.
-dhoby ghaut.
-outram park.
-hougang mall.
-fareast plaza.
-lee wei song school of music.
-amara hotel.
-home.

i wake up at around 1030 today. whoa. and iim meeting people at ard 11
aint i early? hahas. anyway there's is still like so many people who r late.
this teells me a thing, PUNCTUAL PEOPLE HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO. hhesx. kidds.
yyawn. went sentosa. today ii never go into the water lorrhs.
cus ii sprayed my hair with gel.
doesnt wan it to like soaked in sea salty water and then like so disgusting.
so i foregt the idea of jumping into the water.
so stay onshore the whole day.
eating, singing and playing cards.
well.. my magic was like seen thru by soh many people.
ha.
sentosa was fun larrs!

went to fareast plaza.
cus` the day before i went to personalize a tshirt.
then the uncle say today go collecy. i was like wad the fuck when i reached there.
uncle say the machine spoil.
then tmr come again.
make me go there for nothing lorrs.
shyt him.

went to lee wei song school of music next.
went there to enroll my singing lesson for one year.
i was the first one from the holiday course to get myself enrolled.
who loves singing as much as i do.
yea. and i pauid like 218.20 for the course permonth.
but for every consecutive months will be 186
cus exclude material fee le.
geesx. my singing life is going to commence soon. yea.
just love it!

i went to AMARA HOTEL and visited renda there.
many farnii things happen there.
firstly, we went to like eat at the coffee shop there lorrs.
i did nt pay.
renda parents gave him the money and asked him tu treat.
yea. so i ate korean food. well.. it was only average.
then went to shop n save
to buy ALCOHOl.n i can buy lehs.
renda n guanliang were giggling behind me.
damnt them.
hees.
the cashier person looked at me as thoug' iim 18.
well.. no larrs.
he's eyes must be cocked.

well bought the alcohol.. now the problem to open it.
bottle opener. we were like searching frantically for that little tool.
it was no where to be found inthe hotel.
in the end we take turns to twist, pull, turned, bend and anything that we can think of.
tried using forks n spons n knives too.
but it only manage to loosen. did nt open.
so we are really in need of a bottle opener.
so i dialed for the room service.
so their service was extremely 'fast'
came up and say..
'sir! we only have one bottle opener. so we can lend you'
i was thinking like thats nt the point larrs. i dont need u tu lend me. just get uir arse in n turned that bottle.
so when he did tht i said to him .. 'whoa u r my
SAVIOUR'
he giggled n walked away.
we even tried boiling water and pour it over teh cap so that it will expand n the cap will be loosened.
thsi idea is recommended by guanliang wan.
he and his phy.
so sometymes he can go n die already.

well.. this maybe the longest blog entry ii have typed.
so i just gonna end here n write another 1 tmr.
tmr they say wan go watched movie.
but still unsure.
well we shall see tml.

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2005-12-18T17:24:00.000-08:00

just came home from a jog and after a light shower. feel so tired but yet refreshed.

jason i guessed was operated by a battery.

he was nt tired thru' out the whole fucking run alryte.

determination was with him larrs. n yea he persist.

the poor me. behind him.. shouting n yelling for him to stop.

anyway, i just dragged n maintain my speed. we went all the way to punggol park n back again.

when we reached there.. did 20 pushups n 20 situps. whoa. sounds little.

but imagine urself doing these after a long n tiring run. just imagine.

well.. all i did these is for the sake of tkd.

cus'' tkd training is tough.

i rather pant now than pant later. anyway.. these is shyt compared to NS larrs.

so nah.. heesx. CHICKEN FEET yea?

yea.

sohh iim so excited like iim going back to my singing sch later.

gt to c all the teachers n the sch again. cus going enroll le.

so x'wei smsed me ytd to call me out to watch perhaps love ar.

iim sorry. i reallyu cant.

cus' iim going to school to enroll later.

why dont after tues? wed?

well. up to your larrs. heesx.

yea. life is getting a bit sian now.

cus' going sch reopen le.

ytd have negotiations with the MOE.

he says that i am the only SINGAPOREAN to be excused frm sch one year. cus' i smart arse ma.

heesx.

then 2007 then sch reopen liao.

good hor.

thats why iim in the woodbridge typing this blog entry now.

get wad i mean?

alryte. blog again tmr!

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2005-12-18T07:25:00.000-08:00

whoa. just came home from taekwondo training. the training was luckily not tough.

yea. went to training at bedok again today.
tell you wad. sir told me to slim down ahahas.
n i told him alryte i will. heesx. it looks as though my size is irritating him. yea.
LOL. i went with the heart like' today training a killer!'
but overall it was average loh.
not really very tough n nt really very relax larrs.
it was like just MODERATE.
jus gt back home. feeling just a bit of tired but still gt energy lorhs. heesx.
supposingly, today the sec4 npcc sqad shld go back n attend a campfire de.
but it looks like not a single one is interested lehhs. only like a 'one hand can count' people went nia.
bored.
tommorrow i maybe will meet jason early in the morning at 630am to jog.
later part in the day, will go to my music school.
ha! this time rd nt go there for lesson le.. however it is to enroll myself for the whole year course.
iim getting mre serious into music n iim lovin' it.
this holiday horrs.. go out untill me really broke DRY le lorrs.
so many things to buy but so less papers n metals. arghhs. sian.
then tues will be the outing tu sentosa liaos. ggosh.
keep spending money. but nvm larrs.
sch reopen wan spend ash0 no chancys liao lorrs.
heesx.
well.. going in to visit maple now.
blog tmr!

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2005-12-17T08:06:00.000-08:00

all alone independantly.

yyawn. the above pic is taken when we are at the bbq ytd.
ii was bullied. n i squatted at one corner for some quietness.
hahas. i know you guys will say its bullshyt. wadever it is. i have fun at bbq.
WELL, i went to sentosa today. yup. tues iim going again.
went to under water world and volcano lands.
its been like 3 thousand years since i last went.
cus its so costly. i mean just once for the tourists n a no more liao.
went to eat the mee goreng at sentosa. well, it was average nt really nice but guess wad?
one plate cost 6 bucks.
cheap. VERY.
chatted on the phone with GL jus now on the phone.
discussed abt Jc n etc.
talking about the subts he shld choose and the cca if he were to go NY.
well.. think iim takingg up tennis in SRJC.
cus ii have interest about it lorrs. heesx.
my last singing lesson i had misssed it.
i missed the last bit of my life. i think monday iim going to extend my 'contract' to like a one whole year.
n its gonna be real FUN. - i just love music n singing loads.
n yea. next year its like school again.
my dyed hair. oh. thats wad iim going to miss man``
n all myy outings with friends, the movies caught and many more.
shyt. not yet play finish la MOE.
2007 then sch reopen k?
alryte. think iim going into maple n play liao.
ii'll blog again another day.
and yea! tmr my tkd lesson gna have some ample sleep tmr.
orelse.. die tmr man`
argghs. YAWN.

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2005-12-15T21:01:00.000-08:00

ggosh. yesterday is elept out.
when to chalet man`.
tell you wad. i slept at ard 6. i know its very early.
you guys dont need to assure me.
i tried many attempts to sleep.
first in the bedroom upstairs.
amanda then keep talking to me n say.. "hey zhanrui.. i nt tired. i cannot sleep u also cannot sleep"
this sentence was accompanied by heavy pillow bashings on me.
so i flopped here n there.
n yea. went out the room.
n i went to the majong room. the chair there was like amazing.
the ass was like sticking into a hole and sleeping man``.
admire my sleeping skills? dont be then..
if u r that tired you gt the power to do almost anything related to lala land.
then.ard 6 smth. when to living rroom n slp.
the guys say wanna take a short nap.
in the end.. ended up talking non stop. polluting my ears with all the croaked music.
gosh. jesus.
we played games physically and also mentally.
physically- captain ball.
ran here n there,
pretended to be enthusiacstic. but panting all day long.
mentally- heart attack.
passing of cards in a clockqise directiion can b so interesting yea.
kept we guys passing non stop.
yea. ii am ery tiored nw. blog later.
anyway today my last singgng lesson le.
will really really miss it.
miss my life*

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2005-12-13T17:56:00.001-08:00

it was terrible when i sang a song ytd in class. the croaking voice that makes my teacher's eyes twitched.

yesterday i went to my singing lesson.
As told, everyone of us.. needs to sing a solo song lorrs.
when it comes to my turn.. ii tried to sing.
but my sore throat is just irritating me..
so in the end i sang as if i was like a 55 year old man.
unbearable n irritating.
thats maybe wad my classmates n teacher felt when they heard my voice.
ggosh. ii dont know where should ii stuff my face already.
athts why i can go n die lolready hahas.
but no! not a small setback gonna letme give up on music.
cus` music is life!

yyawn.
now maple is like currently under maintennance.
thought of training then hai.
tmr is our class bbq le.
still considering whether to go for the sOo's chalet.
anyway this tyme rd is the guys incharge of the foods.
so hope that this event will run pretty smooth n hope there wld nt be any interruption in btween.
alryte.
i gonna stopped.
cya.

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2005-12-13T17:56:00.000-08:00

2005-12-13T01:06:00.000-08:00

you guys who have been waiting for my another post. iim sorry. i'm just so busy n tired this few days.

Finally. ii have watched the saw 2 liao.
whoa. i watched it with guanliang.
gosh. for the first tyme he was like AWW in the cinema.
orelse for every ghost shows he will be like..
nothing ma.. just act sehh like tht lorrs.
heesx.
yesterday early morning went swiiming complex.
altho my ear gt problem i cant swim but then.. i just acc alvin n guanliang they all lorrs.
so you can just imagine.
me eyeing the foods in the canteen.
looking after their bags for like 4hrs.
just like a temporary maid.
ha.
yea. n i waited long.

there is this wallet at the wallet shop which i found it like quite appealing.
ii think iim gonna get it le.
gosh.
this holidays iim like spending too much money.
buy shirts.. buy hp pouch buy this buy that.
macam dun need money.
its tyme i sit down at home n rot le.
but it is going to be like soh fucking boring u see.
thats wad happenes after O.
too much tyme.
but again, i preferred it that way.

today is my LAST practical lesson le.
for singing.
gosh again.
every single one of us have ta song a complete song later.
iim going to sing ni zou le by li shen jie lorrs.
yawn.
then next week theory le.. so bored de.
but alryte la..
thoery n prac dun differs that much in singing.
thoery just requires the teacher ta write mopre on the board n thats it.
for prac.. the board is just a entertainment.
nthing else.
well..
ive ta stopped here.
a while more going off le.
blg again when iim free.~

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LIFE IS MUSIC
MUSIC IS LIFE.

2005-12-08T17:22:00.000-08:00

THE MARCH TO PARCO BUGIS. with her

bought things yesterday.
bought a shirt, a sunglass, a handphone pouch and a personalized ring worrs.
the ring cause me a bomb
it is like 34 dollarrs.
free engraving and i have my name, zhanrui, engraved on it.
yawn.
this few days spend money like water like that. siao seh.
and somehow regretted buying the t shirt ytd.
it was like nt nice when i really view myself at home in the mirror.
forget it.
i like my handphone pouch seh``` it was frm MYUK.
wordings on the pouch states that ' DO I LOOK LIKE I FREAKING CARE'
i thought that wwas KOOL.
hahas.
went home ard 7.

yea.
todayy is my singing less0n again.
amanda was like asking me whether i finished my hmk alrdy.
ha.
i did yea.
but sihan somehow in a way or another helped me in my work larrs.
cus it is related to piano.
today is the last lesson of the theory.
goshh.
thoery is relatively boring compared to practical.
nvm.
thats part of singing lesson.
wadever related ta singing lesson i will LOVE it with all my harts de.
alryte.
blog again next tyme.

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2005-12-07T19:42:00.001-08:00

THAT OUTING WITH YOU.

HAD I ASSURED YOU THAT I STILL CHERISHED YOU THE WAY IT IS AS LAST TYME?
yea. i did.
it was around 7 when i steped into tampines mall yesterday.
as usual, the whole mall was like flooded with people and there were many noises.
she just been so energetic and dragged me along all the shops whearus iim like a lerthagic asshole ytd.
all i hear is my stomach churning n groaning.
calling me to get it filled up.
same goes for her man`` but it seems that shopping is more important that filling ourselves.
so dinner was like 830.
went ta take loads of neoprints.
a total of like 9 dollars. but that machine was real good.
it was like KOOL.
hahs.
photos captured were all sharp n clear.
then, we went to century square.
ii kept looking at my watch.. it was like 915..
shes still very energise..
now i wonder whether she was like battery operated or smth.
she dragged me into a perfume shop.
ask for many samples to smell.
and leave the shop with a thanks.
perhaps her main intention wass to smell.
bught a shirt ytd at century square.
lettme tell you.
the sales assitant was real 'friendly'
ii think i do not need to explain anymore further.
ha.
shop n shop.
by ryte our main intention was to like drink coffee bean you knw.
soh in the end reached coffee bean at about 10pm sharp.
hahas.
overall it was quite fun larrs.
but i think she thinks it was more fun.
cus she went ard looking for shops, dragging me.. and yea
tornado in the mid of shopping ya.
where i will get turned three rounds. and feel giddy. *ahem
yera.
thanks for that outings i did enjoyed.
=)

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2005-12-07T19:42:00.000-08:00

IM GOING TO BE BORED THIS CHRISTMAS DAY

Last christmas, you were there beside me.
you giving me a sms at the moment when the clock struck twelve.
together with you, it was like falling snow all around asia.
building a snowman by the road and together obstruct the traffic.
we do naughty things.
thats fun in our relationship.
This Christmas.. iim all ALONE.
with no one by my side. no one holding on to me.
the tears, every bit of it.. was frozen every moment it overflooded my eyelids.
i try to close my eyes and deceive myselves that you were there.
ii stand here all alone and iim like RIGHT HERE WAITING.
seeing you with another guy was a happiness in me.
u behaving the way that you behaved when u were with me.
perhaps a bit more of intimacy.
iim nt selfish.. ii dun force things to be with me.
ii know now you love him so much.
n iim very glad and elated.
and now the feelings for you had faded.
we will walk separately on different tracks down the road...
in the consecutive christmas day.
remember.
take your sweater along.
its gonna be real cold.

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2005-12-06T22:49:00.000-08:00

i just get so boliao. and we create this.
sihan and me.
in MSN. JUST RECENTLY.
thats wad boredom leads to.

2005-12-06T21:32:00.001-08:00

THE SAW ONE WAS BORING WATCHED IT YESTERDAY NIGHT.
NO BLOOD NO THRILL.

singing lesson yesterdayy was quite fun actually.
doing alot of stupid sounds and hummings.
whoo.
learn about the head.. the projection. the chest voice.
DO RE MI DO RE MI.
this is wad we do thru out ytd.
next week have ta choose a songg n sing it alone.
cus next week is the last prac lesson liao.
heesx.
ii think i will be choosing li shen jie.. the ni zou le.
heesx.
cus i think that song i shld be able to sing well ba.
but to apply the tactics learn ytd will be very tedious.
gosh.
jus gna try my LUCK.

ytd ii ard 11 then reached home.
cus ,et sihan at the somerset mrt station.
so she acc me go ta eat lorrhs
we went ta hougang mall.
actually wanted to eat the arrot cake there de..
but then it was closed.
arrgh..
in the end ate yong tao hoo.
hahs.
then later si say she wanna eat old chang kee..
then close le..
so instead we go buy things frm the shop next ta it.
pple.. u guys shld try the chicken cheese fries.. it was N ICE.
FABULOUSLY NICE man``
hahas.

si felt wasted that my ear HOLE was closed.
me too..
i felt as though i paid 4 dollars to pull the stut out.. and let the gap close.
wadever it is.
the gap had already close up le.
heesx.
wad ta do.
FATE.
yawn.
alryte wanna go toilet le.
later then blog again.

sihan thanks for ytd.

2005-12-06T21:32:00.000-08:00

2005-12-06T00:47:00.000-08:00

MY EAR GAP WAS SHUT CUS OF THE NEEDLE THAT STUCK.
TODAYS THE THIRD LESSON MY LALALA~ LESSON.
GOSH. I WANNA WATCH THE SAW BUT ITS M-18.

bleh. spend about four hours today doing shyt man.
shyt of my ear gap man``
it is now officially close to bacteria and viruses.
no more ear sticks and no more to wad beautiful big n gigantic diamond earrings.
arrgh. its all over.
this morning.
i woke up at ard 745am.. and feel my ear a while..
eh.. i realized the infront part of the ear stut went piercing ryte thru my flesh n it gt stuck.
yea. stuck inside it. ( my ear )
wad the FUCK and HELL man.
it was so painiful.
so for the consequtive hours.. ii was like pulling, turning, squeezing, pushing and anything that can make it out.
of course with every pull n push.. a scream or a shout will be accompanied.
then ard 256pm..
the whole thing gave way.. together with blood that splatter and the pus that smirked infront of me.
tissue please.. aRRgh.
and now considering to go for my 2ndd piercing..
perhaps.
perhaps not.

ya.
going for my singing lesson later.
today is practical.
so just gonna sing n sing n still sing yea.
i love all those.
ya.
think i will stop here.'
going to rot around the sofa together with the tv.
and to lay my body to feed the maggots..
hahas.
cya.

PUS AND THE BLOOD GREETED ME MANY TODAY.
II GREETED BACK THEM.
RELUCTANTLY.

2005-12-05T08:00:00.000-08:00

its exactly twelve.
feel like dropping a post and saying all about my friends.
all those friends that have stick with me thru thick and thin.
but of course ii will nt mentioned the name.
it all begins...

THE ONE THAT FOLLOWS 2 YEARS.
haii. its sad to see the year coming to an end in such a fast tyme.
and iim sure that both of us r heading to like different schools.
it's like where else.
you r going to ur genius type of college..
and me to the lousy asses.. arrs.
just remember to stay in contact with me.
2 years. its been real fun having you around.
you toleratiing me n all my nonsense.
together with all those different computer games that you introduced and get me engaged in.
whoa. its a long journey indeed.
thats why sometymes i hate life.
why must we lose someone at a point of tyme.
if that is the case.. i prefer us of nt knowing each other at all.
cus there wldnt be tears upon parting.
no sneezings.. no more cryings..
best pal! *huggs.

THE BIATCH.
use ta hate each other in sec 2.
you glaring at me with ur beautiful eyes.
u cursing and swearing all ovr my arse.
but it all changed when we stepped into 3E1
get to sit together..
get to play n pull haiirs..
listen ta you talking abt ur love life and all those shitty craps n lamO ideas.
it was just PLAIN fun.
claim to say that we distanced when in sec 4.
yarrs. it was indeed a bit.
but who cares man``
i mean you still love me rite.
ok.
PERIOD.

THE PROBLEMATIC BLADDER PERSON.
deep inside you actually cares for people.
that was amazing.
but i really enjoyed ur company.
for every outings and every munches we had together.
but just that air con makes ur bladder loose.
but u gonna control. heesx.
anyway thats ur problem.
u r a joker definetely.
iim glad that i know you and i really hope that we can stay in cOntact.
but i know u r nt going to make the effort to ring.
just prove me wrong alryte.
takkaiire!

STOP SAYING YOU'RE UGLY.
looking for a job desperately now ryte to push away ur boredom.
alryte. it takes time girl. it really does.
dun rush.
anyway ii will be behind you supporting you in wad ever you do.
just dont go for jobs that r not really decent.
you know wad i mean.
sometymes a job's pay can be attractive..
but thts nt going ta be the reason why u r working there ya.
pursue ur piano dreams too!
go and catch up with that.
and have more of ur ears pierced ya?
and we gonna screamed together. AHHHHHHHH.
whoosh.

THE ONE THAT DISCOURAGES.
now that o level is over.
i dont giv a damn bout ur words nemore.
heard tht u gt a job too ryte.
good.
soh u will have ur tyme occupied and well spent.
most prbably we will be going towards diff directions.
and we gonna stay in great contact alryte?
hahas.
the tyme where by you actually fallen for me just put that aside.
we r just so not compatiable.
just friends. ya?
n i EMPHASIZED.
go for another dream guy of urs.
you will find him one day.
DO TRY.

JUNHAO(CAMPUS SUPERSTAR CONTESTANT)
thanks for cracking jokes with me during that contest.
n ya?
we cursing n swearing at the judges.
wadever shyt.
they r jus so so inexperience.
known u nt long but at least i came acrooss knowing you ya?
heard that u went to europe will be back tmr yea?
hope to hear frm you soon.
train ur voice and make urself suceed.
see you ard in upcoming competitions.
*heesx.

iim exhausted.
i gonna sleep.
end.

maple

2005-12-04T22:00:00.000-08:00

maple is like undergoing maintenace now.
so thought of using the time to post a blog.
well.
yup.
my ear is feeling rather pain now.
no pus yet.. and nt really swollen.
just like i will feel pain to the touch lorrs.
hai.
ytd ii went to tkd..
lettme tell you..
that tkd lesson at bedok.. can kill.
and it was like half of the year i didnt kick n run n exercise in tkd le..
ytd like that really cant take it..
i nearly faint in the mid of training.
ii gt hyperventilation ytd.
for those pple who dunO~ wads tht..
that one is like ur hands, legs and face are all cramp.
just like have the girl's period all over ur body.
n its painful.
JASON vomitted.
alot.
see me sae like very exaggeratiing like tht horr.
but its true larrs.
maybe thats the first lesson..
the 2nd one will be alryte.
now legs n hands still gt internal pain like that.
poor me.
hahas.
thought of ta stay at home n train my maple today.
ii ging to job advancement le.
lvl 30.
just 14% more ta ggo.
heesx.

alryte.
blog again another tyme.
-yawnns.

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2005-12-03T06:59:00.000-08:00

ii felt so fucking sucking very tired TODAY.
cus..
early in the morning like 1.. went to kb0x with the guys.
thats nt all..
after that we went ta like play LAN games man`` all the wayy till ard 0845pm like tht.
all of them like rushing home after that..
but then hors..
haven take dinner lorhs.
so is si beh hungryy worrs.
went with guanliang to havedinner at ard like 915..
can call it supper actually.
went to eat at hougang NPC there.
yawn.
eating n feel like sleeping le lorrhs
tmrr..
will ashO be the commencement of my TKD lesson.
becus`` last tyme due to O level ii actually gave up on TKD for like a while..
now will be joining back le.
but goshh..
all the basic kicks n tactics..
all forget untill very clean le worrs.
SHYT.
jus gna like learn frm scratch again.
yea. now thought of my singing lesson.
ii do nt hav like sense of blonging loh.
cus ii go on friday is make up for two lessons de.
n i dun rilli know like which class is mine you see.
do alot of funny 'useful' singing tactics there.
also,
the lesson like tuition like that gt homwork de worrs.
starting already gt two pieces of assignment man..
n i completed none.
cus`` i care shyt about it.
but overall it was fun larrs.
it is just like pursuing my wn dreams myself.
heesx.
feel so INDEPENDANT.
jus gonna hold on for like 4 more lessons.
n the workshop will be over.
alryte.
iim really tired now
eyes heavy
i got ta go slp.
blog again SOON.

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2005-12-01T18:54:00.000-08:00

415 i will be leaving house later.
goiingg to lee wei song school of music.
yawnn.
today is the commencement of the 1st lesson.
by ryte i say is on prom night.
but i postponed it to today.
which means.. i will have two lessons at one ggo todayy.
all the wayy to 830.
my throat will burst.
i assure myself hahas.

watched chicken little ytd.
it was like so kute and farnii man``.
a movie that can makes you giggle and laugh for the whole entire show.
altho quite stupid.
but i did enjoyed.
'the sky is falling'
thats wad chicken little has been saying all alongg thru out the show.

SI HAN.
she told m that she found a job and it was like at ktv.
told her not to go at work anymore she dun wan to heed my advice.
cus ii dun think tht job is realli very decent.
and becus sihan sae.. still gt pple bring like drugs in n gt caught by police before leh.
then she say its like normal Kb0x but m0re complicated only.
MORE COMPLICATED.
it clearly explains why i dun wanher to go work.
but if she insists..asO i cant do antg loh.
all e best!

todayy i wake up nearly 1045.
this is the latest tyme that i wake up in the entire holidayys man``
but who cares.
it is HOLIDAY.
sleep whole day aso can..
oOps.. but today iii cant slp whole day.. heesx.
gt lesson.
feeling quite like excited n just a bit of apprehensive.
yeah. thats the feeling.

sOh..
ii will blog again tmr to say about my singing lesson loh..
ta-ta!
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2005-11-30T20:11:00.000-08:00

its a thursday.
ytd ii wan to kovan.
si han called up n say that she had lost her job well..
now she's rather dissappointed i guess.
ytd i finally gt my ear pierced.
hesitate for like almost 6 dayys.
ytd ii finally went for a try.
wooO.. it was like someone gave me a hard pinch.
duh. a very hard one man``
n now it wa as if my ear had gained weight..
n iim feeling rather awkward now.
heesx.
the person in charge told me to avoid..
eggs
chicken
seafood.
my arse.
must well tell me to chew on the grass for one week.
anyywayy ii didnt realy care larrs.
after one week iim going to change this to a small diamond ear stut.
wOo.. its gna be kool man``
hahas
will be goiing out todayy.
perhaps to catch the chicken little show.
looks kute everytime i watched it in the cinema in the advertisement man``.
this kute little chicken dancing.
hahs.
renda thught of goiin9 to kb0x today.. but ii may nt be free today..
sso it will be on a saturdayy ba..
we will go kb0x on sat k?
heesx.
YAWN.
rather tired.
will blog again nxt tyme.

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2005-11-29T09:06:00.000-08:00

THATS ME. LOLS. WONDER HOW LEAVES ARE GOING TO PHOTOSYNTHESIS IN GRAND HYATT HOTEL. IT WAS AFTER THE PROM WHEN I TOOK THIS PHOTO.
YAPING CAPTURED THIS IMAGE FOR ME.
LALALA~

ME AND LONG. IMAGE CAPTURED BY AMANDA. WONDER WHY HE'S CLOSING HIS EYES. PERHAPS ITS THE FLASH THAT IRRITATES.
WADEVER IT IS. NICE SHOT!

ME AND CAMMIE. THIS LADY WAS IN HER MINI SKIRTIES. ALTHO IT WAS CLEARLY STATED NOT TO WEAR. BUT WHO CARES. HAHA. IIM WITH A T SHIRT INSIDE TOO. GORGEOUS US.
SHARP ANGLE.

the three of us. alvin, me n hussein. we look cool aint we.
nice pose.
nice outlook.
prom night was fucking nice.

CANT REALLY POST ALOT OF PICTURES UP HERE. II WILL WHEN IIM FREE.

2005-11-29T08:41:00.000-08:00

it is like 1242am now.
and i was like just reach home after taking a shower man.
because.
today is the PROM NIGHT.
the night that everyone awaits had come to an end.
for the past few dayys..
went shopping.. people went to look for all sorts of things that could make them look nice...
it was fun today.
yah.. i should say i did enjoyed.
and i really enjoyed.

many shots of photos were taken today.
many laughter and of course many games were held today.
my table (3) won a prize today.. heesx.
awaiting for the lucky draw but haii..
gueess iim jus like not lucky enough..
ii dun seem to have a share in all these lucky thiings.
well forget it..
prom night is not abut winning. ( jus words to CONSOLE )

LADIES..
especially our klass ladies..
they looked absolutely gorgeous.
KARIN hair was STYLISH.
SI HAN was gorgeous.
CAMELIA looks WILD.
many people really transformed..
i mean the outlook of them.
it was like so nice today.

a dance was thrown..
many peple participated.
there were yells.. screams.. and cheers.
the atmosphere of everything was simply so fulfilling.
if u were there..
u would agree strongly with me.
today is really a memorable day.
yawn.
too bad..
its OVER.

iim not really tired actually..
more of like wanting more of prom..
cus the feeling is nice n kOol.
hahas.
ii will upload photos that i take in my blog.
so u guyys watch out!

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2005-11-27T18:42:00.000-08:00

yahOO.
tmr iish the prom night.
everyne muz be feeling rather excited ryte?
hesx.
just afraid that i would OVERDRESS.
heesx.
but who cares?
prom nite is all about looking unique n special.

later ii will be watching the harry potter.
the actions are very nice..
thats waD manyy people are sayying lohh.
iim afraid full house loh..
sohh me go book tiks ytd haha.
will be viewing the show at 150.
g0sh.. iim juz like so EXCITED.

my singing lessons are going to commence le.
ytd the person in chaRGE called n told me that the singing lesson is tmr..
which is prom nite lohh.
so in the end i postponed to friday loh.
one week twice ma.. my singingg lesson.
so the nxt one is friday.
by ryte is one n a half hr de..
so i will go there for 3 hrs on fri.
singing my throat out man``
but iim jus loving it.

anywayy guyss.
iim creating a band here man``
sihan can be the pianoist.
n i need a guitarists.
n a drummer(optional)
n me iish the singer norrs.
anyone interested horrs.
tag me k.

so guys..
got to go le..
blog another dayys.
=)
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heesx.

2005-11-26T18:55:00.001-08:00

2 more dayys to like prom night.
gosh.
they told us to refrain from wearing black but horr..
ii alrdy buy liao.. my blazer is black de lohh..
so bo pian cant possibly get another set eh?

thought of going to get a bagg today.
later i will see whether iim tired anot loh...
yawnn.
now on msn eilleen actually askiing me whether do i wan to go out not..
she tol me too go get another coat which is not black..
which is MADNESS.
as though iim like fuckiing rich hahas.
ooPs.
perhapps iim meeting her loh.

ytd went to view my new condo.
goshh.
was really small lorrs.
but its okayy larrhs.
yay~~
gt neww house le lorrhhss.

ok. gtg le.
to pOmpOm``

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heesx.

2005-11-26T18:55:00.000-08:00

2005-11-25T21:17:00.000-08:00

todayy is a saturday.
cool.
many people are commenting that my blogskin is freaky man``
but i thought thats quite kool n unique in a sense..
alryte dude!
ii will change it when iim free.
in fact i got my ideal blogskin already.. is just that some HTML of it is not really done yet.. one iim done..
a copy and paste will change the whole skin..
so u guys check me out alryte.

yawnn~
sometymes O level over too free sehh..
can ROT the whole day..
nver ever had this feeling again..
well.. JC life is going to be even tougher..
just enjoy first..
walk one step see one step lohhs.
todayy going to dye my hair at hairshop..
haii..
wow later i look like bengg sehh``..
hahas.
transform ma.. hees.
just like jason..
he sayys that he's gonna look super duper handsome n gorgeous on prom nite day..
so u guys.. watch him out.
VOTE him to be ta prom king..

hahas.
gosh.
maple having lots of problems man``
have to play gunbound this few dayys.
i newbie ma..
people bully me there.
shoot me like no body business..
nvm.. i steady wan..
when i train n get strong..
UNDER MA FEETS U GUYS~
hahas
talk big seh``
heesx.

so gtg le la..
just come here to drop a postings for todayy loh.
tmrr will come by again!

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2005-11-24T16:57:00.000-08:00

WOW
A BIG YAWN.
ANOTHER DAY GOES.. TODAY WOKE UP QUITE EARLY.
=)
YESTERDAYY WENT TO BUGIS TO SEARCH FOR MY PROM THIINGS.. STILL HAVEN GET IT DONE MAN.
TODAY PERHAPPS I WILL GO TO COMPASS LORRS G2000 TO SEE.
WENT TO BUGIS STREET YTD.
OH MY THE WHOLE THING IS LIKE SO FUCKING CRAMP N NOISY.
WONDER WHY SO PEOPLE ARE ABLE TO TOLERATE ALL THESE NONSENSE.
FOR ME.. A NO-NO.
BUT BUGIS STREET THE THIINGS THERE ARE QUITE NICE.. ESP THEIR CLOTHINGS HAHA.
YTD ONE OF THE CAMPUS SUPERSTAR CONTESTANT CALL ME AT 2AM U KNOW.
MADE ME CRAWL OUT OF BED TO REACH FOR THE PHONE.
HE TOLD ME THERE WILL BE ANOTHER COMPETITION JUS LIKE SUPERSTAR AND ASKED ME WHETHER M I INTERESTED.
OH MY YTD WAS LATE N I WAS TIRED.
AND AFTER THE AUDITION I THOUGHT OF GIVING MYSELF SOME REST.
SO MY REPLY WAS CLEAR. AND IT WAS A NO.
SOORY DUDE.
U CALLED AT THE WRONG TIMEYS LA.
MAPLE.. WAS SHYT.
FOREVER MAINTENANCE.
THEN THE PATCH GOT SOME PROBLEM ALSO.
NOW GO ONLINE ALSO SIAN.
DO NOTHING.
K LORRS. I NEED TO GO HAVE MY BFAST LE.
BLOG AGAIN TMR PERHAPPS.

2005-11-23T06:55:00.000-08:00

LOOK AT MY FACE. THATS THE REASON WHY II M FELLING SO LERTHAGIC.

2005-11-23T06:46:00.000-08:00

yawnny
todayy was a tiring dayy man`` iim actually nt really feeling well.
early in the morning went to school and hear mr khoo say bout the application thiings..
so boring..
then come home..
by ryte today gl they all go see prom thiing de..
but in the end ii dun wan go larhhs.. cus quite tired..
stayed at home.. mapling n doing my friendster stuffs.. took quite a while n iim done.
also, i am doiing my blog thiings norrs.. get quite fcuk up with all those HTML thiings..
those rr driving me crazy.
and ya junhao.. went to bring ur winter clothings horrs..
u n ur shyt.. the harrypotter tiks that i booked.. the effort was wasted..
but ya i understand winter clothings more impt orelse go europe wOo~~ cold sia.
nice to have met u anywayy.
ii think my next blog skin will be up quite soon.
so u guys do check it out..
n ya my friendster.. have changed.. do go n take a look! cya ard guyys.

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2005-11-21T18:50:00.000-08:00

feeling apprehensive for auditions.
all was over within three seconds.
using my 13 hrs to exchange for 3 secs.
ask me again. wadthahell`
haii. at first still got a bit of CONFIDENCE.
untill when i went up n heard the 'out' bell jus after singing two secs.
then sian liao
behind me n infront of me all went out.
the judge is anyhow de la.
hai.
forget it.. that ASIDE
although lost a competition.. but i know a friend u know.
someone who loves music n singing alot.
n got out tOo.
nvm.. we goiing to learn singing together loh..
bringing him to go register loh..
cus i also registered le.
yawn.
O level is officially over.
all my books met the dustbin le.
do u know seeing the books flying one by one towards the dustbin..
the feelings is soo shiok man``
like history.. wOo.. fly into dustbin..
wahh`` once n for all.. MAO ZE DONG! u r out of my life man``
and the fucking bias text.. SOCIAL STUDIES.
once n for all.. wadever population.. wadver housing.
ALL OUT..
hahas.
shiok.
wanna watch harry potter.. wonder is it nice loh..
haii.
ii got audition that day.. cant join shiqin they all.
yawn.
k i gtg le..

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relieved but not really.

2005-10-18T04:03:00.001-07:00

biology practical was over.
today i then realized the cutting of carrot n onion can be that tough.
CUMBERSOM E//
gosh.
more of like going for home econs test like that lorhhs.
hahas.
as mdm lim say.. many pple will score not really very well..
n this is like so worrying.. im in.. for it
shld pray n do well for thoeory then.
confidential material this year wass...a table lamp..
bullshyt.
we didnt even use that for.. anything..
or perhaps..
unsure wad is it used for.
biology was tough. even mdn lim agreed to this point.
a teacher saying a paper tough..
wad else a student will think?
hahas.
long time no mapling liao lorhhs.
haii.. cus tied down by all those bio toopidd thiings loh.. haii.
today was tired n exhuasting..
first tyme me going take HS STARS AWARD leh..
sounds so nice.. actually its nothing after all de larhhs.. =))
yawn. kayy just come blog to drop a entry complaning about bio.. i gtg!

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relieved but not really.

2005-10-18T04:03:00.000-07:00

2005-10-05T07:00:00.000-07:00

So far yet so near.
O level is in a month timeys.. before we actually know it..
it is coming straight to us..
alright.. have to bear for just another month before iim totally set free frm secondary school life..
it is like whoa.. another 4 years PASSED>
preliminary results were announced n almost released gosh.
this time round all missed by one mark to get another grade.
like biology.. 74.3.. i just need another 0.7 to be precise to get an A1...
like MT..(retaked) 69.. just another 1 mark get A2..
luckily forr that emaths..
the class had helped me to get my another markk.
LUCKILY>
chemistry n humanities still haven know the total yet...
its gonna be very soon before i will get my results.
nowadays..
have been so exhausted n tired.
not exhausted by studies of course..
but it is like everydayy go sch stare at our test papers..
Listen n lIsten n stil listen.
also it cause exhausion of eyeballs when we searched for marks...
especially in my case.. all is the one mark missed de thiings loh..
hahas.
ii have been known for the 'desperate for marks' boyy boyy liao..
haii..
but bo pain..
if u r in my shoes.. i bett u will also do the same thiing de..
hahas.
alright..
thiink gonna stop here le..
nxt time then write loh..

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2005-10-01T04:56:00.000-07:00

todayy was very fine.
it all begins at 8 oclock thats the timeys i wake up. early? perhaps...
went for bfast with mommie dwnstaiirs.. n it really filled my tummy at such n early morning.
n latrr i went for my haiircut.. although pple alwayys sae that ii cut like bo cut the sama sama want..
but my fringe is irritating me.. n i got it all CROPPED.
results are bad.. n its kinda saddening..
english C6.. chinese B3.. e maths B3..
wad the hell.
two words below expectations.
i m sad. yes i m..
MELANCHOLICAL.
ii went to make a plastic black frame specs today..
n realised ii do nt have shortsighted..
me long sighted de..
like senior citizens like that.
diao..
85 man..
cus me eye dunno wad la..
hahas.
and yes!
i bought new armour at maple..
n collect a few generous givings alrdy..
my friends are just so generous..
hahas.
guess will still contiune playing ba.. till late.
now while guanliang sis entered my account n help me complete a quest..
i tot of cuming here to post a entry..
cus her sis will take quite so timeys..
the quest is SICKENING.
u need to jump till very high n then gt a lot of disturbance to bang u down de.
n imagine urself reaching the GOAL..
n then wOosh..
u r back to square one..
a feeling thats so frustrating n irritated.
as the name of the place implies..
dunno wad patience la..
indeed.patience.
hahas.
so i gt to go le..
i will post a bloggy again soon.

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2005-09-29T05:45:00.000-07:00

YAWN* =O
wentt onlin ee.. just now n mett shi qin n there.
she told me a very SHOCKING thing..
hey zr ur chinese get 50 smth over 100.
GOSH for a moment my mouth hung wide opened n the heart begin to palpitate..
wad the heck.
ii did nt even get a c or b for chinese before..
n this time round...?ererer...
iim completely stupefied.
SO.
ii called shuyan up cus shiqin say sy say wan ma..
n ask her..
then shuyan reassure me that i scorce 50 smth lehh..
however its paper two lah.. over 80..
wahh..
the burbrn suddenly went off.
light n easy.
SHIQIN! U brought it all up. the tension... arghh.. but nt blaming u.
yawn
yawn
yawn

yawn.
tml get back english n bio prac n OTAS sheet
miss chia say gt 7 failures lohh.
siao liao.
GOD HELp ME.
exclude me in the failure list.
but wad meant to be r meant to be la..
i just gna face it tmr..
just gonna face it.

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2005-09-27T00:53:00.000-07:00

yawn.
another dayy about to go..
todayy is tuesdayy..
n the intensive iis goiing on in a very boriing way man..
physics practical at the first three periodss. gOSH!
a subjt that ii can never cope.
yawn.. but guess that it was luckk ba..
ii get a b4 for physics lorrhs.
anywayy manyy pple also did well thiis tyme rd.. so nt a problem..
hahas.
miss chia gave us a compO.. wahh sehh``
writingss and writtings``
hand pain de norrs.
todayy alrdy did a functional writing in klass le..
tough norrs.
haii.
now another piece of shyt.
hahas. gna complete it asap man..
then get iit done n over with.
mr tan must be very appalled..
that ii actually scored a b4 for him..
having failed physics for like 20 years(exaggerated larrhs hahas!)
and nw ii got a b4.. yupp..
haii.
one burden down..
tmll maybe get back emaths liao..
tense tense seh``
so scared..
hahas.
also tmrr superteen leh.. for lyke 6 priods..
ii have enough of iit le lorrhs..
ii dun wann anyymore le larhhs.
hahas. but no CHOICE. -FORCED TO GO.
this three weeks will eally b very very the intense..
wad subjts cant get a good gripp will have to catch it up by this few weeks..
so cum to thiink of it.. prelim over?
relaxed?
not really..
or shld i say not at all.
but life goes.

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2005-09-24T13:27:00.000-07:00

**yawnns
it's sundayy.
todayy ii actually skipp my tuition.. tought of giving myself a little break man..
then..
start work agaiin.
hahas.
a while more iim leaviing hume man..
so tot of cuming to drop a post..
cus dun thiink tonite will be dropping one.. as now ii m bz playying wit maple..
PATHETIC man``
level 17 nia``
haahs.
stil sohh sooh bhind others man..
now prelims over n tmrr will be the so called 'intensive school dayy' man..
sux.
very tired n exhausted.
nt yet rest enough n everythiing gna cum back agaiin.
but no choice.
tiss sch life!
ok.
i gtg..
drop again nxt time.

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2005-09-24T02:53:00.000-07:00

hahas. wad a day.
finally get to wake up late man``
but guess wad?
ii left hume to k-box at 11.
gosh early morniing singing n yelling.
pheww* cuss cheap ma the price..
then still gt provide lunch there norr.
although the food not really very nice larr.
but hao guo mai you laa...
hahas.
todayy ii went to buy maia's lee debut album man``
it was cool.
ii love the cover of the cd very very much sia``
EMOTIONALLY ADVISED.
the album name.. so chio lorr.
hahas.
yawn..
finally no more lagging when i play maple liao..
then finally prelims over n ii can get on to maple to at least PLAY. hahas.
gl came my huse..now he is sitting bside me norr.
talking to me as iim typing my entry.
yawn.
nice day overall.

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2005-09-23T03:01:00.000-07:00

now prelimss iis over. one great warr is over. the second big one is cuming up.
here's a quick recap of everything:
English Language-- never to think of it
Humanities (ss and elec hist)-- Mao Ze Dong.. arghh
e.maths--shyt
a.maths--shyt-ier
Pure Biology-- clear consequence of not attempting the tys questions.
Pure Chemistry--paper one was a bit of killer.
Pure Physics-- over my ASS.
Chinese(retaked)-- all higher chinese tgs cum out lorr. sOng bo liao.
gosh.
now iim going to relaxed man~
RELAXED.

iim back.

2005-09-17T04:00:00.000-07:00

heyy ladies n gentleman.
zhanruii is back her.
my computer had take months of sick leave.. after intensified treatment..
had finally recorved n back to me. whoo.
prelim had cum.
n iit was a hell.
oh goshh. just finished studying social studies structured.
now got a headache inside me.
--struggling--
hahas.
hw ii wish all the f***ing exams will be over and life will be free n relaxed again.
life will be so much wondefrful ii tell u.
but bad.. it's nt over yet.
got to hold on a while more.
its beenquite some time.. i last posted in my blog.. so guys..
those who went to tag my tagboard i was nt there to givee u a reply.
my apologies. hahas.
=)
so every1 study harrd ya...!
strived.

a burden off the chest.

2005-08-11T05:56:00.000-07:00

finally.. a burden off the chest.
english oral was officially over and had come to an end.
whOa.. examiners were friendly compared to the one i have at chinese o level.
no more frownings.. no more breathing difficulties..
thru out the whole thiing.. it was just my talking n perhaps her prompting.
ii was inddeed not to deny-- NERVOUS.
ii was the last one to the oral.
ii dun know is it a good thiing or a bad thingg.. dunO whther i shld be happyy abt it or smth.
but perhaps being the last means that u have the timeys to relax.. n be alone at the lAST few minutes.
ii gt one chinese one malay or indian examiner this time round.
yupp they tried to smile. i on the other hand tried too hahas.
overall.. ii was sastisfied with my performance la.
not tht bad compared to the cl oral.

--TENSION
tmrr is the collecting of result slip.
o level result okayy. mother tongue.
perhapps ii will not score well le.. cus i did nt give my best shot.
haii.
my oral sux.
my compo.. like out of point.
oh shyt. ii m in for it this time rd.
--tears.
try hard nt to thiink of it.. just let nature takes it course.
tmr i will know. i will face the reality.
to cry or to laugh?
it depends....

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chanel.

2005-08-08T08:06:00.000-07:00

i love chanel.
yea, i love her.
after typing a long message to her in friendster.. totell her actually hw much i supported her.
i got her reply backl.. also.. she gave me her email address. oh my.
i was like hw can see able to trust me in just a short period of time.
but anyywayy..
i will of course keep it CONFIDENTIAL lahh..
hahas.
chanel is really a talented singer..
with lots of strengths and potential to become a star man..
just that luck was not with her that timeys~
her capabilities was not really identified man..
by the audiences and laso the judges.
she did really excellent in her performance.
i felt she really gave her best already..
thus..
to me.. she have won.
todayy.. i went to k-box with guanliang n jason.
guanliang was justr plainly sitting down there.. and looking at both jason n me singing.
surprisingly..
jason sang also.
he was super enthuciastic. super high. super enjoy man~
he really seemed to enjoy himself VERY MUCH down there.
i was impressed by his spontaneous participation lohh.
hahas.
ii going bath lehh..
just drop a short entry will do.
post again another next timeys``
and happy bdae singapore..
younger than my mother horr... so dun talk bigg hahas.

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2005-08-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

oh goshh.
it was very longg after my last post to this blog.
mainly three reasons..
ii am too lazyy to post liao.. then need to type.. fingers will give problem latr on.. like cramps then have to force it to be straight for ard 3 secs. TEDIOUs.
secondly.. is iim really busyy lo.. everytime cum backk hume frm school alrdy quite late liaO..
sumemore this few dayys ii dunchh know why that ii m feeling so lethargic n sleepy all the times.. gOshh.. i feel so sickk.
and the last reasons is that also due to my *laziness. cus when i wanna connect to the internet hor.. i need to pluck out my telephone line n insert the modem line.. or gosh.. i will waste ard 5 secs to do that. -- time consumiing.
so i decided nt to go online if there is nothing that i wanna do online.
Also, ladies n gentlemen, my msn has been down.
i do nt know wads the reason u know.
even my ownn inbox.. i have problems going into it..
anyway there's ntg impt in it.. so ii can like forget this whole hotmail n msn thiingie.
life's had really been bad..
sumetimes we prefer to be alone on our own..
where we stay apart frm our friends for just a few hours..
n spend the time all alone..
be it at the beach..
in a shopping mall..
or even just at hume on the bed..
that will be really really really nice.
sumetimeys ii really felt that life is kind of tough.. life is kind of hard to cope with..
we cnt please everyone.. although sumetimeys we hope to do tht.
friends are nt always there for us.. but thats alrightys.. cus ntg belonggs to us forever.
we cnt have everythiing to ourself.
sometimes we really felt like haviing a best friend solely to ourselves.. simply just a friend of our own..
but that isnt really possible.. cus we will get kind of bored faciing the same person over n over again.
and also to all my friends put there.
u guyys have been really great.. n ii truly thank ur for all those..
it has been a amazing thing in cumiing across all of u.
*yawn.
my eyelids are getting abit of heavy.
i think i gna end here.

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ii have wasted a yesterdaY.

2005-07-23T09:10:00.000-07:00

ii have wasted a yesterday.
a saturdayy.
doiing ntg yesterdayy except for homeworks.
we are given so many homeworks oh my.
amaths 14 questions.
english comprehension and summary.
8 biOlogyy structured questions to be done.
1 e.maths paper.
of course lahh.. the summary n biology want is last time needd to pass up liaO.
but i did nt pass upp.
*yawn.
now just wake up.
still blurrsblurrs de.
later got my maths tuition agaiin.
and next week also gt so many tests liao.
n yea! CME too.. wahahas.
CARE. C-care A- acceptance R-respect E- effective copmmunication.
whOa. 50% revision done.
ahahs.
kiddOs.
yawn. so guess ii have ntg to sayy anymore.
ohya.. serene we cnt be together la.
we can just be friends. ((=
gtg.
chaO!

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little india.

2005-07-19T22:02:00.000-07:00

tOdayy ii went to little india.
**i repeat little india.
ohh gosh.. iim nt racist but ii have to really sayy smth.
when u go there.. u can have a feel of wad fragrance was really like..
have a feel of the smell of roses.. have a feel of the smell of perfume.
ohh crapp. --cut iit.
ii just felt suffocatiing when ii went there.. it was plaiinly smelly.
**yUckks.
alrighteys` lets dropp thiis.
ii skipped the new south wales test which will be conducted todayy.. 3 reasons.
one is very sians.. go there also useless liddat.
second is the money paiid is edusave one.. so dunchh care.
third iis they wanna go little india buyy thiings loh.. then look like tOdayy gt time only nia``
sohh in the end we all went to little india to buyy costumes.
when we reached there.. weii told us that it will be a long walkiing distance to get there.
of course ii am menatally prepared with a bit of internal complaints like ' whoa.. sian leh need to walk so loong ar?'
then later walk n walk not even 1.5 km.. we reached le.
wOo.. so thiis is wad she meant by long--indeed a long jOurney wei.
sOhh we reached the tekka market there.. then once we stepped up the staircase.. got people come approached us n tell us buy thiings de.
ohh he looked so gayy u know.
ohh my.
we were given no chance to talk but to follow him to his samples of indian costumes.
oh well in the endd.. shiiqin they all called n sayy gt one place sell nicer.. de..
so sadlyy in the end we leave the first stall.
but iin the endd.. ii go backk to the first stall to buyy.. cus` thiink the design there is the nicest n cheapest.
sohh very paii sehh`` go back agaiin.
hahas. * embarrassed.
then wOohoo. homesweethome.
we left first then follow by xueweii grp.. but latr it seemed tht weii grp was the one who left first.
cus`` latr on we saww them at mall agaiin.
then ii helped shiiqin to carry her tOopidd a.maths bk.. then ferget returned herr. then reached hougangg mall then still must go meet her n returned her. hahas
its alrighteys larrh anywayy. ** wiinkk.
--endd here.

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lOngg time nO uppdates.

2005-07-16T13:47:00.000-07:00

whOa.. it has been a lOng since ii last updated myy own blogg.
pheww**~ iit was kinda tired and bored n lazy to update lohh.
hahas.
since now ii have all the time ii thiink ii shld add another post lahs.
todayy is a saturday..
i love saturdayys cus thats the onlyy time that we can stayy at hume to rest.
sundayy usually we r start to thiink abt like tmrr is school agaiin.
so sat is the best dae.
--listeniing compre.
ytd listeniing compre was malrighteys..
ii compared my answer with they all liaos.
then ii gt 3 wronngs. damnt. but iit is alrighty lah.
wad done iis done n we cn do ntg about iit loh. justt goiing to waiit for the reesults iin august.
--gna cry.
nn i also dunO wad is wrongg with my msn n hotmail.. i cnt logg in
n also ii wana go check my mail hor.. also cannot.
*sian.
now online also do ntg.. lohh.
n ya.. do u guyys watch super star?
hahas. ii support chanel.
but she's out man``
but u guyys watch outt for here ya? in the revival rd.. she's gna b hot n attract ur attention.
now life's geeting mre stressed n tougher.
exams r cumiing.. n thiings r getting a bit late.
nt much of preparations was done.
haii.
gna start pretty soon.
kayys.
ii thiink iim gna end here.
see when ii free then dropp a post loh.

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2005-07-10T01:03:00.000-07:00

ii lOve thiis pic. taken on valentine's dayy this year. wOohOo.
from left to right: yingxiu,me,ronggjia.

2005-07-09T00:54:00.000-07:00

whoa.
todayy was crapp.
ii have to wakeys up early iin the morniing as the 5 guyys r cumiing over to my huse at ardd 11.
to do the spidergram lohh.
haahs.
wow.. it was really a lot u know.
physics frm chapter 4--9
chemistry the whole unit 2
social studies-- chapter 3
history chapter 9
biology-- 5 bigg chapters.
ohmygod. ii was exhausted man.
we do n do n do do till ard 8 at night then we call it a day.
nw all the stuffys r at my huse. tmrr ii have to briing iit all to sch.
a bit of heavy.
then at night ii had my dinner at longjohnsilver agiin. with jason kohh..
hahas.
ii eat the same dish as ytd.. cus it is just so nice man``
cnt resist haahs.
then afetr that went home.. then slpp quite early liao.
to thiink of iit wad a dayy wasted riteys..
whole day-- spidergram.
hahs.
k gna end here. iim tried.

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2005-07-08T21:34:00.000-07:00

whOa.
todayy finallyy dunnid to sit at ava rm fer superteen le.
*yawns
sch starts as usual.
bored.
tot after sch gt biology at 3
then jason came my huse.
thought of doiing some hmks and then go fer biOlogyy.
butt iin the end people call me to say that it was cancelled off.
wadthefuckk.
then iin the end jason stay at myy plc fer a while..
we sang n played games
hahas. then later on..
we went to eat lOngjohnsilver yea?
hahas.
tried theiir new diish.. it was veryy nice.
then later oon ii went to tuition.
agaiin ii felt like sleepiing n my eyelids were sohh heavyy.
tmr gl n grp cumiing my huse to do the spidergram.
ohmyy.
11 oclockk. ii gnawake upp earlly.
*yawnn
ntg to write here le.
sOhh tiredd.

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2005-07-07T08:23:00.000-07:00

the last day.
the thirdd dayy for superteen.
told us to call our parents over but iin the end postponed it.
sometimeys`` that ernest can get fuckiing idiotic too.
aghh.
todayy was borring. yupp
no more tears.. abit of joy.
just like that.. n we were lett off earlyy.
nt really early.. at 8 liddat but earlier then the usual timeys we get dismissed lah.
tired.
ii didnt really learned alot of thiings in thiis course..
honestly ii felt it was just a course that was time-wastiing.
n moneyy wastiing too.
todayy the lunchh were better.
the food was mre interestiing than past two dayys.
hahas.
just like that lahh.
todayy was just plaiin n simple lohh.
hahas.
nt really muchys to sayy le.
haahs.
three days just wasted liddat
--gone
hahas.

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2005-07-06T21:20:00.000-07:00

hahs. well todayy was superteen dayy 2.
ohh goshh manyy tears were shed todayy.. cus of that ernest wongg loh.
he started out sayying abt us.. our attitude..
then go on to sayy about our parents n hw badly we actually treated our parents..
n plus the atmosphere.. plus the sadness tht was iin the aiir.
everyone was touched n remorsefull.
butt i didnt cried.
hahas one of the reason iis b`cos
ii know that all this were planned n it was just a psychological thiing.
so the wrds saiid were harsh n sensitive.
and he asked us.. who is the mst impt person iin our life?
is it our mother?our father? or our grandmother?
all our heads were down with hands coveriing the side of our face as we were tld to do lahh.
the later.. someone came near and saiid..
now u slowyy open ur eyes.. n he held with him a mirror a small one..
and he sayy thiis is the mst impt person iin ur life.
ohh gosh.
** my haiir were messy.
hahas.
and then latr he tld us to pray u know..
prayy for our mum,our dad,our silblinggs.
n follow by singiing a song entitled" all the world's mom r the same".
**n very very soon
the sadness was over.
he tld all of us to washh our faces this n that.
n then we went for dinner.
then after the dinner.. it was happiness agiin.
thats why ii thiink hor..
in this course horr.. our emotions will all get confused.
for a moment we get scolded.. for a moment we laughed n joked like hell. n for a moment there's tears.
wonderfull isnt iit?
hey people go check this course out lahh.
ernesco.
hahas.
then the secondd dayy goes loh..
wahh`` tmr will be the thirdd dayy..
i just wonder will it be tears agiin?
or it will all be happiness n ntg else?

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superteen workshopp day 1

2005-07-05T21:39:00.000-07:00

ohmy.
todayy was a hell man~.
it was the [Superteen] workshopp day 1.
imagiine urself sitting in ava rm from 8 to 9. hw wld u feel ma?
ii mean 8am to 9pm.
just imagiine.. it was as iif ur butt was rottiiing the next moment u stand upp.
it was as though ii suffered frm permanent buttock cramps.
aww``it was plaiinly boriing.
okayy ii shld nt sae iit was borring lahh.. b`cos basically bth of the conductors was nice n friendly.
n they can joke they definetely can.
they aso can joke one moment.. then the other moment very serious as though scoldiing us liddat norr. haii. siao ding tongg.
iin the morniing ii started out with a blurr mind.. still gt those sleepiing mood.
but ii was then or shld ii sayy we were tld to repeat thiings agiin n aggain n ii felt it was a total waste of the fuckkiing timeys.
by right thisis course can half day then finish liao lohh.
provided iif cut away the repeated parts.
one of the conductors Ken(laOsaii).. he kana food poisoniing..
hahas. CONGRATULATIONS ken!
he kept sayying like 'action have CONSEQUENCES'.. then he were sayy agiin..
Action have?
then we will answer together. --CONSEQUENCES. **unity ya?**
thts lame man.
n there's rules too.
n one of the rules iish u know wad? clapp with yeah.. whoa. for a moment ii felt that ii was attendiing a nusery class. ii felt so young for a moment n CHILDISH too.
and he thought us wayys to memorize thiings. thiings like haiir stands for pieapple.. mouth for sausages.. n manyy mre thiings la.
nnn also he teases people name n take the excuse tht he was actually tryiing to remmeber pple names lohh.
n for zhannruii.. he pronoun iit as "champ kuey" which means chop chicken in hokkien.
damnt hiim. after all he is nt so kuo fen la.. untill the world's greatest man ernest wongg came.
you know he says thiings like:"jessica, whoa u look beautiful.. u got a face full of pimples!!" n then he asks her wads her dreams.. she did nt reply.
however.. ernest wongg help her by sayying:"dream to have a baby skin as smooth as silk" wtf.
he never know one dayy when he walks out there iin the streets he gna get his head chop dwn.
all the best ernest!--iinsurance ya?
lunch n dinner n tea break n wad ever shit ii have no comment as alritey la.
nt very very bad n nt very good either.
it was average or shld ii say slighty below average =p.
then the skyy was startiing to get darkk n ii was feeling mre n mre lerthagic n sleepyy.
n then the humourous ernest wongg started to scold us b`cos we cnt r nt sure with hw manyy chaps r there iin our subject? isnt tht a bit lame? ohmy. look at my face.
three wrds.
DO I CARE?
obviously no.
so he shld just shut up n die.
((=
yupp.
its time that ii shld go to have a shower nw..
n do that bloody assignment issued to us in the workshoop.
biology--excretion.
hahas.
tmrr it will be a fuckiing day agiin.
afraiid to thiink of it.
cus ii know its gna be hell.
oh nono.. it gna be fanastic n super n brilliant n marvellous riteys``?
(pukes)
ernest n ken: ii m a very nice man.. i love children.
sumetimeys they cn just eat their shyt n choke their anus.
hahas.
getting abit vulgar.
haahs.
wil tagg by tmr.
to tell u wad ii feel bout superteen day 2
ii can predict for sure.
its gna b bad.

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2005-07-04T09:42:00.000-07:00

**yawnn
todayy iish a holidayy.
yOuth dayy i supposed riteys`` haahs.
one additional day for youths like as to go out or stay at home to enjoy ourselves.
cOol.
later iim goiing to cut haiir oh my.
my haiir is getting longer.must go cut lorr.
iif nt horr.. cum sch the discipline master horr.
scold n scold.
haii.
sickk.
*burpps*
justt taken mie bfast hahas. yummy.
ii have the same bfast fer three dayys le.
just a plate of black mee with egg.
arghh.
--full.
nn now iim still wonderiing where's great world city.
shafiqa saiid that she gt dunO wadd two tiks to go watch a show there..
butt nw she still cnt gimmie a answer whther her sister wans to go nt.
--fickle-minded.
iim wonderiing wad wld my dayy be like todayy..
ermm.
lame n boriing ba.
hahas.
k la.
willwrite agaiin toniteys``

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a bigg blackk ladyy--

2005-07-03T19:23:00.000-07:00

tell you a joke.
it all begiins with my tuition todayy man``
ii was late n when ii reach my tutor's house which was a bunglow n ii went in of course.
guess wad>?
ii saw a indian lady big size.
triple of me iin terms of height n width.
whOa. gigantic. ( exaggerated duh!)
sOhh i wentt in n me n the other tution's mate sit dwn there n remained very slient.
n of course once iin a while we giggle to each ther behiind her back.
there was a complete empty medium between the gigantic ladyy n us.
nn then our tutor walks iin n he saes hw we find her n stuffys like that..
we speaks chinese infront of her.. so that she dun understands wad we r talkking ya.
thts a bit of bad but cnt helped it man.
we really feel strange.
then ii tld my tutor that lady keep smiling to herself n iim serious man`` once iin a while she will like smile to herself..
or smile to one of us.
n when we realized it.. n look at her.
she laughs even louder.
so u guyys shld wonder what the hell such weird pple exist.
iim telling u.
they do.
hahas.
so together with that ladyy.. we was with her for 2 hrs.
abit of conversation.
yes.. just a bit.
iif this condition iish goiing to persist iim goiing to quit man``
hahas.
but one of my tuition mates sae that the gigantic ladyy was good.
but me n the other one dun feels tht lohh.
perhaps that tuition mate was a weirdo too.
haii. samasama la.
all the same.
wahahas.
just to blogg by to sayy this.
will give an entry next timeys.
--gna watch charity shw ya?

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--sUndayys.

2005-07-03T09:17:00.000-07:00

it was sUndayy mOrniingg agaiin. ((=
yawnn.
ytd ii slept at nearly 3 n ii woke upp at abt 9.
whOa! ii was amazedd. firstt timeys`` sleep sOhh late wake upp sOhh early.
hahas.
sohh later at ard 1 will be my tuition.
arghh. iim lazyy ii dun feel llike goiing at all man~
but bOpiann`` lahh. pay liaO thenn must go loOH. yawn**
stOmach abiit hungary.. have not taken my bfast yett.
hahas. ffeel like eatiing.
and yes! yes!
mOndayy iis a holidayys.
wOohOO. pple out there. arent ur excited abt iit?
actually ntg to b excited abt also.
hahas.
just another plaiin holiday to stay at hume n rest. n u get the timeys`` to rest.
nt like normal sch dayys.
wake up and then go school.
then listen to teacher talk n talk non stop.
like braiin gna burst liddat loh.
** yawn.
kkayy.
blogg agaiin later then.

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anOther``bOred saturdayys.

2005-07-02T21:47:00.000-07:00

wOohOo!whOa.
so bored.. finally got the timeys to stay at home at rest.
this year sec4 horr.
so busy de go sch.. was given so many things to do.
homewrks and etc.
so bored loh.
yesterdayy i went to tuition at 8 lehh.
when ii reach there ii was like about to doze off..
somemore iit is at a poolside with cool wind n dim lights..**makes me wanna slp**
hahas.
cant really concentrate.
then todayy i woke up at nearly 11.
omg! ii was shocked haahs.
this is my first entry blOg lohh.
all the thanks to shiqin.. she perhapps get abit fcuk up with me amn~` cus iim hard to teach really thx to u.
** clapps ** shiqin.
it's timeys for revision toO.
17 weeks more liaO. to thiink of iit iit is really not far le..
cumiing sohh soon loh prelims n o level..
esp the practical of prelim is this month last week leh.
guess we still did nt have enoughh practice lohh.
sickk.
n a.maths haii..
i still did nt do the homework given to me..
arghh..
gna get iit done soon todayy.
nt goiing out todayy too.
wanna take a break at home.
hahs.

-blogg again another timeys`` ba.

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--oral examiners

2005-06-30T19:50:00.000-07:00

todayy iish my oral examinations.
wad the fuck.
ii gt two stinky n sucky examiners duno frm wad fuckiing schools who have fuckiing bad attitudes.
that really affect my performance and grades ii supposed.
one pregnant the other fat ass. ohmy.
bth are sluts man.
let me go into mre description instead of curseiing.
but iim just so angry.
arghh.
FROWNIING__
that pregnant lady who is sitting just at my left hand side
duriing the conversation ii was having alot of ideas but when ii look at her
ii thought tht ii was on the wrongtrack
which end me up losing my wrds>
in the end it affect my performance
sUx
and on my right hand side was a very gigantic lady
tryiing to act cute with her packet of wintermelon tea
n she was breathiing sohh loudly when ii read the passage
it was HORRIBLE
II JUST FEEL LIKE GIVIING HER AN OXYYGEN TANK
ARGHH
ii guess it will affect my oral result this timeys`` rd..
iim so down but yet angry.
ii felt like killing n slashiing.
if i have..
a knife with me.
to get their heads dwn on the floor.